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by G.S.
from
QuantumFutureNet Website
P.D. Ouspensky:
"Daydreaming is absolutely the
opposite of 'useful' mental activity. Observation of the
activity of imagination and daydreaming forms a very important
part of self-study." [1]
Am I an Organic Portal?
Am I a psychopath ?
Am I an agent of the matrix?
A predator?
Am I this?
Am I that?
What do others think of me?
These are questions that may be raised
in the mind by our exploration of the material here on Cassiopaea.
Many of the subjects presented are new and challenging to us, we may
have no frame of reference for them, no experiences to compare them
to, and very often no one to guide us other than ourselves.
Though there is nothing wrong in posing the question: "Am I an
organic portal?", we must take care not to let imagination run
away with us. To 'think with a hammer' and work one's way towards an
answer is one thing. To let the mind wander off 'unattended' with
such thoughts, is to slip even deeper into the unconscious state of
'waking sleep'.
The aim of this short piece is to illustrate how imagination
and the habits of mechanical behavior, are capable of filling
our minds with the most elaborate and convincing of scenarios, or
equally of filling them with trivial nonsense. Both serving only as
obstacles on the path to objective truth, distractions created
within to keep us under control.
So you think your thoughts are you're own?
Just for moment, think of a popular song or tune, the kind that gets
stuck in your head and goes round and around for no reason. Got one
yet? No? OK why not try "Y.M.C.A." by the Village People, the theme
tune to your kids favorite TV show, or maybe that annoying
commercial that you just can't stop yourself repeating once you've
heard it. Why are we doing this? Well, the unconscious act of
repeating these things, suddenly singing "Its fun to stay at the
Y.M.C.A." to yourself for no reason is an example of passive
thought, of the unattended imagination in action.
The day might start like this: You get into the shower in the
morning and suddenly your singing "Maybe Baby" by Buddy Holly and
the Crickets. Where did it come from? By the time you get to making
the coffee you might be whistling the theme tune from "Sesame
Street". On the drive to work its turned into a Bruce Springsteen
tune. Why? You don't even like Bruce Sporingsteen! You haven't heard
half of these tunes for years, they just appear as if by magic! As
if someone were tuning your mind into different radio stations. "Its
fun to stay at the Y.M.C.A." Yeah, yeah. OK, we get the point.
Needless worrying, identifying, negative thinking can also be
examples of imagination. You get into the shower in the morning and
suddenly your worrying "Am I an organic Portal?", by the time
you get to making the coffee you might be asking "Am I a
psychopath?" On the drive to work its turned into: "Am I an agent of
the matrix?, or, "do I exhibit the Predators Mind?". Who do you
think is is tuning in the radio here?
So, why do we think these things? What is their purpose? Have we
decided to consciously look into these subjects, try and draw
objective conclusions, or do they just appear? If the answer is
"they just appear", well that's imagination for you; it has a life
of its own. Imagination doesn't stop to ask you if you mind it using
your brain and energy in this way, it just does what it does best
and keeps turning that dial to our favorite DJ's on radio "S.L.E.E.P"
When we think in repetitive ways, or thoughts just seem to
pop into our heads, more often than not its imagination, passive
thinking, mechanical thinking; thoughts that are not of our
choosing. We think them to be our own, to be very real and pressing
issues that must have our attention, we expand them, weaving
impossible webs of confusion. Or worse, perhaps, we think them to be
positive, fantastic, creative thoughts, insights, messages from
beyond, thoughts that we begin to build our lives around. "Its fun
to stay at the Y.M.C.A." Yet we never stop to ask where the thoughts
come from.
Now why do you suppose we are made this way? Why would we have this
in built function that we can't seem to turn off? Remember, we
are food. Our uncontrollable worrying and stressing,
the thoughts that are not our own, provide a negative
energy food source for 4D STS.
This kind of thinking also serves as a block on the possibility of
conscious thought, it clouds the mind making it harder to get to a
point where one might stand back and take an objective view. As long
as we allow our minds to wander off 'unattended' in this way, in a
state of day dreaming, we will be no nearer to finding truth and the
answers to our questions.
"Its fun to stay at the Y.M.C.A." I think not..! You get the idea by
now, its only fun if you CHOOSE to go there.
P.D. Ouspensky writes:
"The second dangerous feature he
finds in himself is imagination. Very soon after starting
his observation of himself he comes to the conclusion that the
chief obstacle to observation is imagination. He
wishes to observe something, but instead of that, imagination
starts in him on the same subject, and he forgets about
observation. Very soon he realizes that people ascribe to the
word "imagination" a quite artificial and quite undeserved
meaning in the sense of creative or selective faculty.
He realizes that imagination
is a destructive faculty, that he can never control it, and that
it always carries him away from his more conscious decisions in
a direction in which he had no intention of going. Imagination
is almost as bad as lying; it is, in fact, lying to oneself. Man
starts to imagine something in order to please himself, and very
soon he begins to believe what he imagines, or at least some of
it..."
"The difficulties he has in observing these four
manifestations--lying, imagination, the
expression of negative emotions, and unnecessary talking
- will show man his utter mechanicalness, and the
impossibility even of struggling against this mechanicalness
without help, that is, without new knowledge and without actual
assistance. For even if a man has received certain material, he
forgets to use it, forgets to observe himself; in other words,
he falls asleep again..." [2]
In the above passage Ouspensky
mentions also the expression of negative emotions. Automatic
'remembered' or 'reflexive' emotions can behave in much the same way
as the "Y.M.C.A." illustration shows us the mechanical habits of
imagination. They form another part of the unconscious system
created in us to maintain the food supply to 4D STS.
When we act in a passive 'reactive' or 'reflexive' manner, emotions
are brought to the surface that we have no control over, again we
think they are real, yet they may only be an automatic habit, a
feeling recalled from a 'memory bank' of emotions that we have
become accustomed to expressing.
It is necessary therefore to examine ones automatic 'thoughts' and
'emotions' in much the same way as one would the singing of silly
songs for no reason, it is the same mechanical process, the same
block on objectivity, the same source of food for the matrix. Can
you see any difference between the automatic thought "Am I an
organic portal" and singing "Its fun to stay at the Y.M.C.A." to
yourself in the shower?
Next time you catch yourself automatically thinking a silly thing,
or you find yourself worrying, or experiencing negative emotions,
stop for a minute and ask yourself: "Where did this
thought/feeling really come from?"
So, back to our original question: "Am I an Organic Portal?"
For my part I will say that I don't know if I am or not. But I do
know that it is better for me to work and make efforts to think for
myself, and maybe find answers, rather than live in my
imagination dreaming that I might be an OP. The daydreams may
still come, but not so often, and not with the same potential to
create emotional food for 4D STS.
If you don't use your mind, it will use you. Knowledge Protects.
[1] PD
Ouspensky "In Search of the Miraculous," p 111
[2] PD Ouspensky "Psychology of
Man's Possible Evolution," p 47-50
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