Thursday 9 / 23 / 99 - 6:13 a.m.
D: Second morning here at Nana’s and Papa’s. I didn’t realize until
I just woke up here that this dream had some very repetitive schema
about my father.
[CONTEXT: I had just spent dinner with my father and his parents the
night before. Dad came out to see us by himself. He was still in
excruciating pain and recovering from having broken more than one
rib. He sustained this injury by trying to clean out the gutters
outside his house without the proper ladder to do it. He was using a
ladder that was not tall enough, and standing on the rung right
below the top. Because of the recent rainstorms, the ground was wet
and he lost control of the ladder. As he fell, his ribcage landed
directly on top of the ladder and knew right away that he was in
trouble. Even that night at dinner, several days after the event
itself, the slightest motion of his body would make him sometimes
scream in pain - it was very real and very serious. The hospital
told him that there was essentially nothing that they could do
except to give him heavy painkiller drugs, which he did not want to
take.
We will see as this dream and reading progresses that the collapsing
ladder of my father’s injury is used as a metaphor for humanity.
There is indeed a form of painful collapse that we are heading into,
as a product of our own collective actions in the most physical
sense of the term. Furthermore, there are a number of very
interesting metaphorical connections associated with my father’s
injury. The ladder is often used in dreams to indicate upward
spiritual progress—and the gutters represent the dark side of life,
which we often do not want to allow ourselves to see.
However, in the dream there is a new spin on the story—if we really
ARE willing to clear out our collective "gutters," we do not need to
have the total collapse of civilization (or in this case the ladder
itself) that many ‘disaster prophets’ have indicated. The dream
tells that when we investigate and heal these "gutters" instead of
simply collapsing, we will immediately turn up the idea of how so
many workers have been systematically exploited. We will also see
how the schema of a military-focused magazine indicates that our
society believes itself to be omniscient and eternally survivable,
well into the distant future. The realities as expressed in the
reading section after the dream will paint a much different
picture.]
In the early parts of this dream, I kept being in the backyard of my
original home of 621, going up on this rickety ladder that was
angled on a turn. I was trying to clear out the gutter, just as my
father did before he fell on his own ladder and broke some ribs,
causing him extreme pain. In the dream I didn’t fall off of the
ladder, but it was extremely precarious. The ladder was bending and
very cockeyed each time that I would try to go up, and I was having
a very hard time trying to reach the gutter.
Before the last time, when I finally achieved success, I saw a
Popular Science magazine that had a black war helicopter on the
cover, and said that it was a model for the year 200,000 instead of
2000. So, in context of the dream, it seemed like they were just
trying to advance time too quickly, predicting that the technologies
that we now have would somehow be relevant some 198,000 years in the
future.
D: The other interesting thing about 200,000 is that this was the
amount of money that the person who I lightly bumped into from
behind in my Dec. 1996 traffic accident tried to sue me for.
[10/11: This connection seems to be also relevant- the idea of a
"crash" that involves a great deal of money potentially lost. As we
will see in the reading, this is a direct metaphorical reference to
an upcoming stock market crash that they have foreseen as coming our
way.]
After seeing this magazine, I decided to try the ladder once again.
It still swayed and bent wildly, like it had the other times when I
went up on it, except that this last time I was actually able to
reach in and grab something. However, instead of pulling out dirty
leaves, I came up with this little toy model of a working man with a
hard hat. This looked just like a toy that I used to have in my
collection from long, long ago.
[10/11: This is the part that is describing the exploitation of
workers, when we clear out the collective "gutters" or the dark side
of humanity.]
So, the next feature of this dream that I remember in great detail
is how ANGRY, ANGRY, ANGRY I got. It happened two different times
for the same reason. The first time, I believe it was J F and D G,
and both of those two guys were drug kids I knew in high school. It
seemed that they had tried to rip me off on something, although it
had nothing to do directly with drugs. I think that at least at one
point, it involved them taking this really nice looking, flashy
clothing of mine. It was a bright green shirt that had a pattern on
it, and maybe some pants as well.
[10/11: Green is the color of
Ascension, the fourth-dimensional
vibrations. It is also the color of money. And thus, when seen in
context of the reading’s information below, this portion of the
dream is telling us about how the negative forces now in power,
symbolized by drug-using adolescents, are trying to steal both our
money as well as our positive polarity.]
Anyway, the first time that it happened, I was angry enough. Then,
when it started to happen again at this party, and it involved J
from upstairs at my Rosendale apartment and some other people, I was
just LIVID. I was almost FURIOUS. There were some DD
(developmentally disabled) people involved in all of this as well -
they factored in. I am not exactly sure how, but I know that there
was at least one person who showed up in the dream who was DD.
Someone was going to be trying to help him, and he had a lot of
problems. He might have even been an alcoholic.
[10/11: DD people seem to be used in my dreams to represent those
"regular" humans here on earth who are, in a sense, "Spiritually
Handicapped" and blind to the truth. These are the ones who need the
greatest assistance at this time. Here, they were symbolized by both
the DD and the alcoholism.]
The scenery of the party gradually changed from a house into a bar,
the classic dream symbol of the underworld of humanity. The next
thing I know, there was Sabrina. Her hair had some curl in it that
she must have put in on her own. She was actually singing at the
party, and she looked really, really wonderful and happy. She was
very delighted to see me show up at this thing. She had some
interesting material that she was working with, and I hadn’t seen or
heard her sing it before.
[10/11: This obviously is an "angelic" metaphor for those
Lightworkers on the planet who are trying to go into those darkest
of places in order to facilitate healing on a variety of levels.
Also, remember that music is used in my dreams to symbolize my work
with the spiritual forces.]
Soon after I started to get the feel for the song, I grabbed a
microphone and ended up singing along with her, and when I sang into
the microphone my voice projected even more than hers did. Some
really drunk barflies yelled at me, because at one point I started
to sing at the end of the song. I was singing without any music
behind me.
[10/11: This same thing happened when I sang "Whole Lotta Love" by
Led Zeppelin on the one night when I worked in the karaoke bar. I
think that the metaphor here is to realize that many people will
scorn the gifts that you try to give them, and otherwise try to make
you feel somehow inadequate. It is their own way of masking the
feelings that they hide about themselves.]
And then, this guy who was really, really, really drunk at the bar
got the microphone. He looked horrible - his head was mostly shaved,
his beard was growing out, and his skin was all different colors,
mottled in appearance. He had deep, dark rings in his eyes and was
slumped over with his head in his hands. He was grabbing onto this
microphone and singing a Bob Dylan song along with the tape. I was
amazed at how much his voice sounded EXACTLY the same as Bob Dylan’s
did. And although I don’t think that this is what the song was, the
chorus of what he was singing was "The Day the Music Died."
[10/11: This poignant and sad metaphor that the dream closed on
illustrates a very strong point. It is this portion that most
directly addresses those elements of our society that are the most
lost. It is precisely because of those who are "not getting it" that
there will be many social disruptions in the coming times. The title
of the song, "The Day the Music Died," clearly was meant to
illustrate this social collapse - especially in light of how the
reading is phrased immediately thereafter.]
[tape flips]
[NOTE: Capitalized subheadings in this reading were later included
by David in order to organize this very in-depth and multifaceted
reading.]
"CHAOTIC DISMEMBERMENTS" CONTINUE
In the judicial sense, Atlanta is not comparing any mainstream
success issues with exceedingly minute circumstances having to do
with the use and transfer of power. Contrapositively, it seems that
the entire debacle might indeed be able to create positive changes
in a very short time. These chaotic dismemberments do address the
central issues at work herein, and we must always keep ourselves
abreast of these developments.
[10/11: Since I am so disconnected from the mainstream media, I
still am not sure exactly what incident in Atlanta they are speaking
of. All I can figure is that it is a reference to school shootings -
and this could explain the earlier phrase from a few months back,
where it said ‘The buses in Atlanta will be seen to blow up.’ If
what they meant was SCHOOL buses, then this could be a direct
metaphorical reference to the slaughtering of innocent children.
Someone please Email me if I am missing an important detail here!]
As time progresses here again, we need to be reminded of the fact
that when you have opened the door just a bit, you can still sneak
in the camera and achieve the direct superposition of your own
energies into those of the future. When you can contemplate this
next wave of success, you can then have the ability to think about
who and what has happened to you, and how this will affect your
future decision-making processes.
GOD DOESN’T NEED A GUN
When both barrels are cleaned, you can then move forward out of
these Nazi gun control camps and into a fuller recognition of the
wealth of the Divine, which needs not such weapons, as it has the
power of God as protection.
[Long pause]
Superior powers believe in superior means to bring about that power.
So when we shuffle around for our own raffle tickets, we can be sure
that the harmonious counterbalancing energies will be present as
well, and this will allow us to balance out the negative energies
with those more positive.
GRADUAL FINANCIAL COLLAPSE
The street lamp shines down upon us now, and allows us to make a few
adjustments to the extant system of financial resources now present
upon your plane. There is indeed a time and a place and a reason for
every action and reaction. Contrapositively, it would seem that
those at the top must indeed again rise before they fall. And so,
don’t look at these predictions as indicating the sudden and
wholescale disastrous collapse. Rather, it is the slow wearing and
eating away of the edifice of this entrenched financial system that
will be most paramount.
D: I do know that you have been predicting this for a long time. My
father, at dinner last night, mentioned that the Dow Jones had gone
down 200 points, and he didn’t know why. He had just sold something
the day before, and he was proud of himself that he did it before
the market thing. So, I am just going to try to stay as far away
from these workings as possible, so I won’t ask you any questions.
Let’s please continue.
THE DEATH OF THE ONE IN POWER
You will feel protected when these times of change are upon us. Like
President Kennedy, there is an important agenda that may very well
involve the death of the one in power. We are speaking
metaphorically here, in reference to the death of the system that
now exists. Again, there will be sacrifices on the immediate
personal level - this is an obvious consequence. But, we must again
state that the conspiracy theorists have it right on this particular
topic. The majority of damage will be to the top level, not the
bottom. Those who stand to lose the most are those who stand to gain
the most at present, and what to you might seem to be only a
flickering of their total wealth, if lost could be an acrimonious
defeat in their own minds.
THE FORCE OF THE JUPITER - SATURN CONJUNCTION
Jupiter challenges Saturn as they move closer and closer together in
their orbit. And in between these different events, we can then be
sure that those who have ingested the Beta Carotene of the spirit
world, those who have the high vital energy through service to
others, diet, exercise and a positive attitude, will not feel the
effects of this slingshot, as we have called it, that appears to be
pulling back at this time, set to stun or to kill.
[10/11: 4:44 on trans.]
STAYING CALM
We recommend that you do as much reading as possible during these
changes, and insure that you have utilizations for the time that
will be on your hands as a result. Boredom leads to fear and
trepidation in a circumstance where society is undergoing some
changes. We want to remind you that people will still continue
working, and the basic services and vital needs will continue to be
met. This is by virtue of the fact that people will continue to
order and to organize, and you will see many things come about as a
result.
THE FINAL AWAKENING OF SCIENCE
Now and again, you will hear the howling winds as they blow outside
the window. You will know the eventual collapse that must come
about. You will also be aware of the beckoning difference between
the world that is collapsing and the world that is to be. When we
start out on this different path, we see that there are different
circumstances indeed. Even those younger scientific minds who before
had been such bastions of realism and empiricism are opening up
their minds to these new realities. And, of course, science is the
last step before these new truths are assimilated into the public.
ALL RELIGIONS ARE ONE
Religion also poses somewhat of a barrier, but we find that this is
working quite well indeed. One of David’s gifts from having his
housemate Apostol, who was a Muslim, was that he realized that many
Muslims are very open-minded about the
Law of One, and can easily
assimilate the beliefs of Christians and other faiths as well into
their studies.
And thus, it is not really as divided and as separate as you
thought. We are working with all peoples on all levels
simultaneously. The tools and practices that we might implement with
a Muslim would differ somewhat from those of a person in the Western
culture, but these are only labels. An angel for Allah can be the
same angel who works for the Lord in the life of an American
citizen. We want you to remind these things to yourself the next
time that you adopt a bleeding-heart philosophy for those who do not
have the "privilege" that you do in the spiritual sense.
Such delusions of personal grandeur can be blown all out of
proportion when you fail to see the Oneness of all beings, and your
own relative placement within said Oneness. This system is
predicated upon an existing foundation of beliefs, whose core
internal purpose is to free you of the opinions that surround your
self-understanding. And so, even as this Marxist coup in the
government is occurring in some way, you can indeed know that the
leftist agenda of those more liberal will help to continue to reduce
the enslavement of the people who work towards egalitarian balance,
and the superposition of the moral concerns over those of the
financial.
YOU DO NEED OUR HELP
Our chief financial backers indicate that it would be extremely
difficult, if not impossible, for those upon your planet to rectify
these problems on their own. And thus, you do need our help, and
this will only become clear in what you would term as the future,
although many are starting to realize it now. The essential problem
is that you are not able to see that far ahead.
The systems that you have now built are creating extraordinary
damage to your biosphere. This is to the point where you yourselves
would become sterile, or otherwise unviable for survival in a much
shorter period of linear time than you could have ever imagined.
These die-offs are already starting to happen now in Africa,
precipitated by the AIDS virus among others.
And so, we don’t want to appear facetious in any overt sense when we
talk about the positivity of these changes. Our purpose is to
educate and to edify the foundations of your existing beliefs in
order that you may have an expansive perspective on these workings
and on the reality itself.
LOCAL COMMERCE
Think for a moment whether it is justified for you to begin a
commerce with those of your own local area instead of a commerce
involving the corporations and giant structures. This is what we
expect will happen, as the human will to survive is quite strong.
There will be those who jump into action and insure that the food
supply is preserved, even as those who would retain positions of
power lose the ability to control such matters, and indeed lose
their financial viability altogether.
HUMAN SPECIES SURVIVAL
Indeed, this financial collapse is as inevitable as the flood tide,
because we have engineered it for your own survival. Were it not to
have happened, it would be impossible for you to get through these
problems unscathed. The alternatives are indeed far worse. Remember
the birds who are showing up all over the world whose beaks go in
two different directions and do not line up. These birds must be
fed, either intravenously or with an eyedropper, in order to survive
at all.
Remember and be aware of the mass deaths in the oceans - the fishes
and the emaciated whales washing up on the shores of the West Coast
of America by the tens of thousands. Remember the coral reefs, and
those experts who expect that they will be 100 percent dead within
less than five years. These are the sustenance of the fish in the
ocean.
[It is believed that without them, the food chain will be so
massively disrupted that all the oceans will die out completely.
Furthermore, a recent (Oct. 99) article appeared on the Sightings
website, which said that over 50 percent of all freshwater species
in North America are expected to become extinct within under ten
years. - DJW.]
DO NOT RUN AND HIDE
Think about all these things. Do not run and hide from the truth. Do
not run and hide from the knowledge that is already present in front
of you. Accept the necessary parameters of this existence that you
now have, and understand that as you sally forth into these changes,
there are those above who are protecting you every step of the way,
and are guiding the Light so that it may reach its final
destination.
HALTING THE CYNICISM OF THE SYSTEM
The blooming point of
Ascension does continue to occur, and in this
dream we utilized the metaphors of David’s father’s recent injury on
the ladder so as to prove a point in general about human
civilization. You are all working towards a recognition of your own
inner wealth, and are becoming more and more ready to halt the
cynicism of the outside system that exists. More and more parents
are becoming aware of the evils of television, and the harmful
effects on young minds that it produces, as there is simply not the
quality of educational programs that there were even fifteen years
ago.
And so, we see indeed that the glamorized violence is finally having
to accept the wrath of the people, which comes about through the
fundamental ignoring of its fruits, namely the television
entertainment media. We cannot tell you enough how this system has
frustrated us. When David talks about not watching television, he is
looked upon almost with horror, and yet continue to have these
experiences yourself, and you will discover before too much longer
that they do not seem so strange.
The commerce system is indeed breaking down, and the loyalties will
indeed be misplaced for a time.
D: (Sneezes twice)
THE BATTLE OF ARMAGEDDON
Many of your people will not even realize that the mythical battle
of Armageddon is indeed taking place in a much different format than
you would ever have had it. Many people do not realize that there is
indeed a Luciferian dogma within some of the secret societies of
those in positions of power. There are many others who are not aware
of this connection, and thus it is not fair to say that they are all
Luciferians. However, those in the highest positions of authority do
indeed preach such a connection. (Remember that when we say "Highest
positions of authority," we are not necessarily talking about anyone
visible in the government, such as the president.)
[10/11: Quite significantly, a MAJOR article came out in the
mainstream media about the Luciferian dogma, AFTER this reading was
conducted. The article was about a Christian housewife in the
Midwest who discovered that the Montessori school handbook, inspired
by the work of Rudolf Steiner and others, contained explicit
references to Lucifer as being the true "god" of knowledge, which
they support. Montessori schools are conducted internationally, and
thus this was quite a shocker to those uninformed.]
KEEP OUR CONFIDENCE
You can keep our confidence through being able to witness the fruits
of the Spirit through your own diligent inner reflection process. We
want you to be aware that in terms of your creaturehood, there is
never going to be anything outrageously different. In terms of your
Spirithood, however, you will experience epic transitions in the
blink of an eye, as we have once already stated in the past as you
would have it.
A NEW ORACLE
The Board of Directors seeks a new oracle with which to reveal the
next phase of the mission. That oracle is you, the reader of these
words. Why not take the time to begin remembering your dreams so
that you can participate in this mission? When your creaturehood is
at its mark, you can then accept the Buddhahood of the spiritual
mastery over the physical. Your life in the ethers predicates the
reality of your life in the physical, and indeed your life in the
physical is molded and sculpted in the ethers before it ever
manifests itself.
Now no one is asking you to become a Mighty Joe Young of the higher
realms, becoming as a giant gorilla who would crash in to an orderly
and established method and cause great destruction. Rather, we want
you to see that it is already a natural process for you on the
astral or subconscious level. And now, all you have to do is make
that awareness conscious, and in so doing you then help to balance
yourself in a way never heretofore seen.
If you don’t give your dreams a chance, then how are you ever going
to know what they could be doing for you? Start today. Start your
resolve to bring forth the highest levels of guidance available to
you in a human physical body. Start to have a conscious dedication
to be of service to others and to your own highest needs in this
matter. Recognize that the process of self-integration, or of
reducing your fragmentation as we have spoken of so often in these
readings, is most highly assisted by dreamwork.
TAKE NOTES - EVEN IF YOU DON’T UNDERSTAND
Dreamwork is the royal road to integration, as
Dr. Fritz Perls once
said. So, keep a running journal notebook of your experiences next
to your bed. If you wake up and do not remember anything, then date
your entry and state it as such. You may choose to do as David does,
and write down the day of the week, the date and the time. The
reason for putting the day of the week down is that these days have
a great bearing upon your experiences. And thus, if you only knew
the date, you may not know what point in your natural rhythm or flow
you are at. And so, this is important.
We keep reminding you that the tools for transformation are
available to you in a very direct format. So many of you are scared
to engage in dreamwork, because of the mysteries surrounding it.
Embrace the mysteries. Understand that all parts of the creation
have their revealed and unrevealed portions. You should treat every
[piece of] dream data as important. Do not allow your own ignorance
of the language of metaphor to cause you to surreptitiously decline
this guidance with the Ego’s own conclusion of it having been of no
importance.
DO NOT SLEEP LIKE AN ANIMAL
Think about it. Recognize that there is great importance in your
dreams. If you are one of the ones who thinks that you do not dream,
or insists that you cannot remember anything, now is the time to
reassess those priorities. Begin hitting an honest game of baseball
with yourself. Recognize that every morning is a new pitch that is
going over the home plate, and you have an opportunity to swing at
it. If you simply wake up like an animal, you will never be able to
remember what is happening to you. If you do not sleep enough, then
you are not taking care of yourself in ways that must be rectified.
You must have enough sleep, so that when you wake up you do not
suddenly lapse back into consciousness. If you think that you can
survive on five or six hours a night, you are mistaken. This is one
of the direct causes of cancer, as it were. Find the necessary
foodstuffs to purify yourself, as this will also have a great impact
upon how much you can remember in the mornings.
All of these things that we speak of are interrelated, and the
dreamwork is of such high importance to you, the seeker, the reader
of these words, that we again stress its importance, even though we
are sure that you are already aware of it.
FAILURE IS IMPOSSIBLE
You will retain pieces of data if you make a concerted effort to do
this each morning. It is impossible for you to fail when you begin
directing your conscious energy to making an effort to do this each
morning. Not one of you can make excuses, or think that this is
somehow unimportant or irrelevant. As we move into the next phase of
these changes that we have so often spoken of, it will be highly
important for you to have a clear connection to the source, and to
know exactly what, when and where your energies are expected to be
doing.
ACCEPTING THE LIGHT WITHIN
Don’t ever fail to see the burning light of the Christ within, and
its consistent and constant efforts to make its presence known to
you. Again, we stress the line from the Bible which reads, "No one
can come unto the Father but by me." We want you to be aware that
this is relevant to the Christ within, to your own internal Christ
Light which is that same Light that developed Jesus into the Master,
enough so that Apostle Paul later referred to him as the Son of God
and The Christ, although this was not initially intended.
You are also a Son of God, or a Daughter of God, and you have equal
potentials. Jesus was meant to show you the way, was meant to lead
you in the proper direction. He wanted to demonstrate the abilities
that you will be able to have when you open yourself up to Love in
such a manner. It is not necessary to martyr yourself or to go to
the Cross, and the aspect of him having died for your sins has much
more to do with providing an example, instead of providing an
excuse.
SPIRITUAL SELF-RESPONSIBILITY
There are those people in the Fundamentalist faiths who think that
because Jesus died on the cross, they no longer need to worry about
their own personal evolution process. If you, the reader of these
readings, think about that, you might laugh to yourself, and it
might seem rather unimportant. However, keep in mind that there are
still those who have whitewashed the processes of personal
transformation, and believe that the blood of Jesus Christ will wash
away all their sins.
When you can begin seeing this as nothing more than an example, an
example of how to conduct yourself, you must look at this in a whole
different light. Never again can you be so blind as to refuse the
guidance of the Inner Christ within, which comes through dreams,
metaphors, synchronicities, symbolism and the voices and words of
those who you meet in your day-to-day interactions.
ACCEPTING SYNCHRONICITY AS TRUTH
We know that it causes you to have a very large revision of your
belief structures in order to see how the physical world can speak
to you in terms of this metaphor. Synchronicity, and the language of
metaphor that it is predicated upon, does seem to be quite
impossible to so many of you. And yet, contrapositively we can
assure you of its existence, because after all, we are the creators
of same.
YOU ARE LOVED
Keep all these thoughts in mind as you move throughout each day.
Begin to see your physical illusion as nothing more than a
projection of thought / energy / consciousness that is the
collective effort of so many entities, both inside and outside of
your physical sphere of influence. We remind you once again that you
are loved more than you could ever possibly imagine, and that this
fathomless beauty that we see in you is something that you must also
begin honoring within yourselves. We look forward to taking you
through this next stage of your personal evolution, wherein the
planetary circumstances will assist you in finding a clear
connection to this Inner Christ.
We now have to end this reading. Peace be with you in the Light of
everlasting Love. Adonai.
