Part B. Dream Telepathy & MPD
Psychiatric journals have been publishing for several years documented,
authentic, scientific, controlled experiments where telepathic messages have
been sent to and received by people in the dream state. On the one hand, while
most people believe these kinds of things happen, they will also generally, when
asked if such things happen, say that they do not believe they happen. This is
because there is a strong scientific-cultural bias against the fact of
telepathic messages occurring in the dream state. Common scientific awareness
hasn’t caught up to both common sense and specific research into telepathic
dreams. The natural response designed to protect those with "politically correct
views" is to ask, "How does one distinguish between a telepathic dream and a
lucky coincidence considering the numbers of dreams sent?" "At what point does
one realize that a dream is not mere coincidence?" These are legitimate
questions, and there has been legitimate research which has legitimately
answered them. The original scientific work in this area was done by the British
Society for Psychical Research, who did most of their work with the elite
British aristocracy beginning in the 1880’s. Their initial findings were written
up in Phantasms of the Living. Since then, a great deal more research has been
completed. The two types of telepathic dreams that are quite frequently
experienced are death messages and in-trouble messages. Some of the documented
cases of telepathic messages between total strangers are absolutely amazing.
While the public is still debating the existence of such already scientifically
proven phenomena, the Illuminati have been constructing telepathic and astral
projection capabilities into their hierarchy slaves. Whether the therapist is at
a place to admit the existence of these phenomena or not, they will have to face
the fact that deeper hierarchy alters believe they have these capabilities, &
they will resist treatment and resist the success of therapy because they
believe they are still participating fully with the Illuminati cult during
sleeping hours. Nor will the therapist make significant progress by trying to
debunk these capabilities, when these alters have personal experiences of having
learned and travelled to rituals on the astral plane. A beginning point for
therapists to learn about Dream Telepathy would be the book Dream Telepathy by
Montague Ullman, M.D., Stanley Krippner, Ph.D. and Alan Vaughan.
Part C. A Listing of Research into MPD (DID) & Dreams
Because the potential benefits through dream therapy are great and still to be
discovered, this section is covering the topic in greater depth than some of the
other topics. For those who want to check the professional literature concerning
dreams and their relationship with MPD (DID) we provide the following list:
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Franklin, J. (1990). "Dreamlike thought and dream mode processes in the formation of personalities in MPD." Dissociation, 3(2), pp. 70-80
Gabel, S. (1989) "Dreams as a possible reflection of a dissociated self-monitoring system." Journal of Nervous and Mental Disease, 177, pp. 560-568.
Gabel, 5. (1990). "Dreams and dissociation theory: Speculations on beneficial aspects of their linkage." Dissociation, 3(1), pp. 38-47
Leviton, H.L. (1967) "Depersonalization and the dream." Psychoanalytic Quarterly, 36, pp. 157-171.
Marmer, S.S. (1980) ‘The dream in dissociative states." In J.M. Natterson (ed.), The dream in clinical practice (pp. 163-175). NY: Jason Aronson.
Myers, W.A. (1976). "Imaginary companions, fantasy twins, mirror dreams and depersonalization." Psychoanalytic Quarterly, 45, pp 503-524.
Peterson, E., Gooch, N.L., & Freeman, L. Nightmare. NY: Richardson & Steirman, 1987.
Sidis, B. (1918) "A Clinical study of a dream personality." Journal of Abnormal Psychology, 13, pp 137-1 57.
Ullman, M. (1989). "Commentary: Dreams as a possible reflection of a dissociated self-monitoring system." Journal of Nervous and Mental Disease, 177, pp. 569-571.
Part D. Important Findings of MPD (DID) Dream Research
One study (Hartman, 1984) showed that people who normally have recurrent
nightmares have more permeable mental boundaries between fantasy and reality,
and are confused in their self-image. This principle would certainly apply to
people with DID. Cernovsky (1988) did research into the dreams of those who
suffer from Post-Traumatic Stress syndrome. And Jeans (1976), Gabel (1989,
1990), Marmer (1980), and Salley (1988) did research into dreams and therapy of
MPD clients. Worthy of comment here, is that Gabel was exploring the dreams of
DID clients as repressed memories. Not only does this make common sense, but as
an Illuminati programmer, our alters who were programmers were very aware that
memories can surface as dreams. We were taught to make sure that the victim’s
mind was properly prepared so that it would not allow trauma and memory to
surface in dreams. We will discuss indepth the mind-control programming in this
area later in this article. Another therapist/researcher who did a great deal of
work with dreams to help DID (MPD) clients was S.S. Marmer. He was able to help
alters understand how their systems were built by using dream therapy, and was
able to use dream content to help break down the dissociation. He believed that
each alter is able to create its own dreams separately from other alters. Dr.
Frank Putnam found that he was able to get valuable information from the dreams
of his multiples that he couldn’t get from hypnosis and
hypnosis-with-the-affect-bridge. Putnam discovered that the repressed memories
surfacing as dreams were so traumatic that his clients were dissociating the
dreams. This author (Cisco), as a recovering multiple, has personally
experienced this. Also we have discovered that fragments of the dissociated
dream may linger, and these fragments may be helpful to go back and recover more
of the memory. We also discovered that it is helpful to have a support person
record and relate what the system is screaming during sleep, or saying during
their sleep so that the memory is not lost. Putnam states, "When listening to
this [MPD dream] material, I treat it as a dissociative experience similar to,
for example, an out-of-body experience. The details and setting of these
repetitive traumatic nightmares seem to be more clearly based on actual settings
than are most dreamscapes and can often be used to determine what age the person
was and
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where he or she was when the trauma occurred. One can search the personality
system for alters who were created during this time period in the patient’s
life. The postdream residual effects are also important and can be used as a
starting point for affect bridge work. MPD patients seem to be more willing to
share and work with dream material than with other forms of memory for trauma."
(Diagnosis & Treatment of Multiple Personality Disorder, p. 202) Oaklander, who
used work with dreams to assist therapy, wrote, "In general, dreams serve a
variety of functions for children. They may be an expression of anxiety--things
that worry them. They may express feelings that children feel unable to express
in real life. [bold added] They may depict wishes, wants, needs, fantasies,
questions and curiosities, attitudes. The dream can be an indication of a
general stance or feeling about life. It may be a way of working through
feelings and experiences -situations that children are unable to deal with
directly and openly." (1969, p. 150) Therapists have been using dreamwork
(dreams) as a source of information that helps them to understand how the victim
is processing horrible experiences, problem-solving, and adjusting to changing
personal and social circumstances in life. An example of how dreams relate to
these things, is Zaya’s study in 1988 that showed that expectant fathers went
through three stages of dream content in anticipation of their new child. Here
was a good example of the unconscious preoccupation of fathers toward the new
child expressing itself symbolically in their dreamscapes.
Part E. Our suggestions concerning MPD Dream Work
The therapist is going to have to differentiate between symbolic meanings (for
example a dream image of a "broken egg in a nest" which in one case represented
a situation of family violence), and actual memories coming to the surface. The
therapist is in a position of helping the victim move from making "no sense" of
a dream to a place that it "makes sense". The type of questions that may be
helpful would include, "how did you feel when...? or, "how do you feel now
about...?, or "what color was...?" or, "have you considered how such-and-such
might relate to such-and-such in your daytime life?" The therapist is
facilitating the victim in discovering possible avenues of enquiry. For
instance, in a dream having a baby in it, the victim might be asked, "What do
babies mean to you?" Although this type of exploration may seem slow, when done
by a skilled therapist some valuable work can occur. It may also be possible to
influence victims to become more lucid dreamers. Lucid dreaming is when a person
is conscious that they are dreaming & asleep, while still in the REM sleep
state. Unfortunately, the current vocabulary of words are unsuitably very
primitive for discussing different altered states of consciousness & unconscious
mental activity. "Awake", "asleep" & "dream" are very crude terms to describe
the various states that the mind can place itself in. A variety of techniques in
training the mind while it is awake, have proven to result in changes in the
remembrance and perception of dreams. While these are too extensive to try to
cover here, there might be some possibilities to explore in this area for
helping DID.
A mother while asleep will still have a mind that is scanning her external
environment. She may sleep through her husband coming home from work, but wake
up at the slightest noise from her baby. This type of behavior shows that the
dreamer is still scanning his or her external environment. Most people do not
have well-trained minds when it comes to states of consciousness.
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Swami Rama, an expert in putting his body into different trance states, had
worked with his various states of mind so well, that even during clinical
studies while Swami Rama was in deepest sleep states (where people are "dead to
the world"), he was still aware of everything going on in the room. Most
multiples, because their mind is so traumatized and ever-vigilant, will never
completely go to sleep, but will have an external alter awake in trance while
the other alters go into a trance-sleep. The example of Billy Graham, a
programmed multiple, who only sleeps in a zombie-trance state with his eyes
open, was reported in the Vol 2 Formula book. Each time a slave goes to sleep,
internal alters bring trauma memories to the sleeping alters as dreams, and
condition the slave to fear sleep. Dreams may indicate that the part that holds
a particular memory is ready to work on the memory that came up in the dream.
REM sleep, the place where most dream occurs, is the most similar type of sleep
in brain wave patterns to the waking brain. However, dreams that are carried out
in the non-REM sleep phases have been discovered to be closer to reality than
REM sleep dreams. This applies to everyone. Because the dreamer is still in
contact with his environment, (granted that this contact is different than being
awake), the dreamer can have his or her dream influenced by externals and
internals. Gas on the stomach may be interpreted as a nightmare, internal
bladder trouble may be dreamed about as a trip to the restroom, an alarm clock
may be dreamed about as a church bell, the smell of smoke may cause one to dream
of a building exploding, and the smell of cologne may cause a dream of a perfume
factory, etc. This is why listeners can identify with the joke about the dreamer
who dreams he ate a giant marshmallow and wakes up missing his pillow. Many
dreamers have the ability to dream about things that are suggested to them, such
as in a hypnotic suggestion, before bed time. Victims of mind control can, if
they want, via self-hypnotic statements suggest to themselves that they would
like every dream that night to be about a particular theme. The mind will decide
what it has that matches during their sleep that night the suggested theme, so
this method is not going to contaminate the mind, it is simply telling the mind
what mental files or associated mental files to allow to drift up from deep in
the mind into the dream state. A support team member can repeat personal names
during REM sleep, and this may trigger the mind to bring up some mental files
that relate to that name. Again, because the mind is not in a conscious logical
state, the relationship between the file and the name said may not be the
typical type of relationship experienced during waking hours. For example, the
name "Stan" said aloud to the dreamer might evoke a dream about stamps. Another
possible method to elicit dream material for work is to trigger the system. The
alter system can be triggered via movies or by going to particular settings
where they were traumatized. The movies that trigger certain auto-biographical
dreams may trigger the dreams in a way that only appear to have remote
connections, but at the deeper levels of the mind are connected in some way by
the mind. In other words, triggering by watching negatively-charged movies may
be helpful to therapy, but the memory & feelings which are pulled to the surface
(evoked) may be completely unexpected.
Part F. Standard Illuminati Programming concerning dreams & memories
The programmers put into place a system of alters whose function is to control
memories. These alters are created from
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the purely logic side of the brain, and have been logically programmed, and tend
to be perfectionists in their work. They have been programmed to see themselves
as unicorns, pegasi (winged horses), and horses. We have touched on these horse
alters in our Illustrated Guidebook and the Vol. 2 book, for instance, the Vol 2
book reports that JER 37:3 is used to put in the programming that if a certain
boundary is crossed, the horses are activated to protect the system. The horses
work at night when an alter system goes to bed. They dump their memories into
the dream state for various purposes.
The base imagery to create the unicorns, Pegasi & horses is laid in with the
film Fantasia (see Chapter 5). Later when the specific approx. 4-year-old alters
are given their scripts, they choose alters who are heartless and purely logic
to tell a script like the following one. A typical script for the horse alters
during programming would be as follows: "Pegasi are handsome winged horses who
graze in the treetops and have their home in the gourd. The gourd is an
alternate world where black pearls store memories. Because the horses are
magical they can fit their big selves into a tiny gourd. They are black and
their eyes glow faintly. They are led by a stallion Trojan, who is also known as
the Dark Horse, and who commands all the spirits who lack bodies. He rules the
kingdom of dreams. It is the job of the night mares to carry the dreams that are
made in the gourd to all the sleepers of the outside world who need them. The
reason that the night mares give dreams to people is so they know what they have
done that is bad. Night mares have no feelings. Those who gain feelings are soon
no good for their work. Souls with feelings are not able to be tough like the
night mares must be. A night mare must be careful to frighten with the fewest
possible images so that the dreamer will not think the dreams to be a common
everyday thing. If they have trouble doing their jobs, if they get bored, then
the night mares can let their little colts take over their jobs. Night mares can
not speak out loud, but can make dreams of a nonfrightening nature to those who
are awake, and to those who say what the night mare wishes to talk about. They
only come when people are asleep. They can go through walls and solid things
under the cover of darkness. The moon & the horses go together. Night mares must
flee from the sun. They only are safe travelling at night. Each night mares’
hoofprint is a the spot one sees on the moon. Those spots on the moon were named
after each mare, such as Mare Imbrium, & Mare Crisis & Mare Frigoris. It is very
bad to be seen by anyone when a mare delivers her dreams. The Mare Imbrium had
to leap through a wall, and to become invisible. She had almost been caught. She
must go home before the dawn comes. When she gets home she can relax all day
until night comes again. Trojan reports to Mr. Moon & Mr. Green. When the
messenger mare galloped up to Mare Imbrium she told her to report immediately to
Trojan, who is a handsome, midnight black mare with enormous power. He is the
smartest of horses. He rules the Powers of the Night. He was very impressive
when the mare met him, & he told her how to do her job better. The difference
between night mares and day mares is that night mares have no emotions & days
mares do. The day mares have no bodies. Day mares have to work with shadows, &
shadows are very strict that the sun shines so that the shadow can work. Day
horses project dream visions to people, but these day dreams are not as powerful
as the night dreams." The programmers give such alters names like Abaddon, Dark
Horse, Mare Imbrium, Mare Nectaris, Night Mare, Night Stallion, Pegasus and
Trojan and other
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appropriate names for horses. These alters must report to the overseers, not the
internal programmers. The overseers will be clones of the main external
programmers. These horse alters carry all the memories. They are programmed to
believe they have no souls (emotions), and that they can not speak (although
they may "neigh" to the therapist and alters may hear the stomp of their hoofs
behind them). These night mares carry the memories to other alters (which is
their "dream duty"), and because they have no emotions (soul), they can be
heartless in what they give and in what they must carry. Lacking emotions they
carry the memories like a movie projector. They are really beasts of burden for
the entire system. These beasts of burden are created early in the verbal stage.
(Vol. 2 briefly reports about their creation.) The alters who see themselves as
the primary abusers, who are overseers of the system will ride these horses. The
horse for the front of the system has to be a gentler natured horse because they
don’t want the front of the system finding out too much and they want the front
of the system to be able to function. And now you understand the collage in our
illustrated Guidebook to Monarch Mind Control Programming (1995), p. 68, where a
White Horse and a Black Horse do battle over a grave yard. When we were trying
to get our memories, a battle was raging with the horses as to how much memories
we were to get. - (You’ll notice that a high percentage of our collages have
horses in them. One example, on p. 54, is Alice riding a white horse. Another is
our system’s two overseers Dr. Green & Dr. Black riding a fierce night mare on
p. 38. The horses are attached to the computers, but they are neither good nor
bad, they simply are beasts of burden carrying out their assigned tasks. They
try to balance what they give the alters. When an alter goes into the dream
state, the horses fill that dream state with a memory. Because the memory never
gets attached to the original emotions (affect), the horses can bring it night
after night to terrorize the alters. If a horse gets too close to the memories
that it brings, or entangled with the alters that it gives memories to, then the
horse will lose its job, and another alter, perhaps a clean slate made from the
horse itself, will take its job. Most alter systems will go into a trance like
sleep between 12 and 4 in the morning. During this time a lot of mischief can
happen. The internal programmers may be working hard to reprogram the system, or
the handler has arranged a quick stop at the house to help with the
reprogramming. Meanwhile most therapists have a rule that after 11 o’clock the
client can’t call. So during that time period when therapists are out of reach,
is when the programming cults move in & do a lot of work. During the dream
state, no one is really holding the body, and programs surface for contact
alters to go "home" to "get fixed". The handler may be waiting in a sidestreet
or back alley a block away. Flooding programs are released in the dream state.
Flooding programs were created when a drug was given that takes down all the
dissociative barriers, and the memory of this flooding trauma is then carried
forward by a mare and given to the appropriate non-compliant alters to scare
them into not wanting to go toward health. The reader has seen how the
programmers take advantage of the dream state & control the dream state. The
support team has to be alert from eleven p.m. to five a.m. for that is when most
of the accessing mischief takes place. The support team has numerous ways that
they can encourage the dream state to be productive, & they now know the alters
who are responsible for turning those dream states into nightmares (pardon the
pun.)
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Validation is important especially at the early stages of therapy. Our
experience, as well as many others who understand the dynamics of MPD, is that
extended family members are NOT good sources of validation. If the dynamics of
abuse are understood in the context of families who abuse their MPD children, it
will be clearly understood that extended family members will deny the truth,
misrepresent or misinterpret past events, and may even be involved in trying to
reprogram and reaccess the victim. Because some therapists attempt such
validation, we feel it is important to issue a warning. Until recently,
programmed multiples have lived in a world that was hostile to admitting their
existence. They ran many risks from being exposed, & the trend has been for most
therapists to deny the existence of mind-control. The victim has had so much
fantasy structured into their mind that they don’t know what to believe, but
they do know that they feel safer if they could find some validation. It is not
uncommon for some alters in a system to realize the MPD, while other alters hold
out for more validation. Within in an alter system DENIAL is extremely strong.
Denial has been a tool for survival. The mind does not want to believe the
horrendous things that have happened to it. The mind wants to protect itself
from these trauma memories--not admit them. As therapy progresses, the way the
mind unravels itself, becomes a validation for the system. Alters may talk about
things that are in their mind, which the therapist can point out are standard
programming features, such as ruby slippers, a dollhouse & rainbow. Denial is a
force that pulls the mind away from the truth. Validation gives the mind
something external. Without that external place to land, it is hard for the mind
to accept its own thoughts. In a sense, validation (ext. proof) brings a balance
for the mind. The victim doesn’t feel like he or she is standing alone.
Something else agrees with them. Dates can be helpful for validation. Victims
who have identical structures can be validating. Other SRA victims from the same
coven or same team can be validating. Recent books showing how different alters
have different PET brain scans, as well as changes in regional cerebral blood
flow as switches occur, have helped programmed DIDs to trust that MPD (DID) even
exists. Many churches are still denying its existence. At a certain point in the
therapy, the mind has reached the top of the hill in its quest for reassurance
from external proofs. At that point, the mind knows, and has acknowledged it to
the point that that knowledge has become part of itself. The external
programmers will not try to stop this awareness, because it is something that
permeates the mind, even though some alters will remain in denial. However,
admitting that the multiplicity exists, is still a long ways from proving to
others that mind-control is being carried out on a wide-and big scale, and that
the recovering victim was abused by many of the "finest" figures of the
establishment. It is hard to see that programming, mind-control, and control of
society exists UNTIL you swim against the stream. As long as someone is flowing
with the river (the programming) the current is not perceived. Everything goes
easy like running with the wind at your back. It is when you step out of line
with the programming, when you step out of line with how society is programmed,
do you feel the weight of the programming. When people are hired, their bosses
hire them for how they think. And their boss’s boss in turn hired them for the
way they think in an approved fashion. Much of today’s thinking is simply
drifting with the stream of what is "politically correct." Try swimming against
the tide, and you’ll discover it is there!
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FAMILY, rebuilding a shattered family
Everyone needs to belong to a family. Everyone needs love & acceptance. To
belong to a family & to be loved gives a person an identity. The victim’s deeper
alters have few opportunities for this, unless the support team makes an effort
to address these vital needs. When you begin working on a programmed multiple,
chances are high that the multiple has experienced extreme inconsistency in the
actions of the parents or guardians, and extreme contradictory expectations
(often double-binds) from the parents too. Most families, that multiples come
out of, are extremely guarded and secret, although they may put on a good front.
The good front may simply be an agreed upon good cover. The multiple’s deeper
alters have been programmed not to have a regular family, but to only know their
cult family or their internal family (other alters). The therapist will have to
investigate: Who is your family? Name your family? How do feel about them? The
multiple’s deeper alters will have to be shown there is an external world. After
they were programmed with the NO TALK, NO SEE, NO HEAR, they were then
programmed with the DO-NOTHING-TO-HURT-THE-FAMILY programming. Why do programmed
multiples (or their therapists) sometimes want to contact actual family members?
It may be for validation, for justice, for more information, or for
reconciliation. First, extended families are poor sources for validation.
Second, there is no justice that would be appropriate for the crimes done, such
as a lifetime of torture, except an eternity in hell. Forget getting justice.
Third, sometimes relatives will provide more information. Generally, victims of
mind-control attempt to pry information from relatives, and to read between the
lines. Worthwhile information can be gleaned from relatives, just realize that
it be work getting it.
Often it works the other way, intense pressure is put upon the victim to protect
the family’s secrets. Fourth, because most parents of multiples are multiples
themselves, all victims of mind-control need to be extra cautious about spending
unsupervised time with the parent figure. So where does the victim go to rebuild
a family? The support team can become the new family. Or the victim can find
some brothers and sisters in Christ that are not-judgmental and legalistic who
will appreciate the victim for all the positives they have, in spite of the
multiple’s inconsistent behavior. The multiple has quit asking why after about
the age of 3 1/2. The Illuminati have built fantasy scripts for them so they
don’t ask why. The victim only asks why in the context of fantasy. The victim
child may explain their parents multiplicity in magical terms. Child victims
will often be aware that they have several daddies and several mommies. They as
a multiple will switch to adjust the parental switches. Children may even take
advantage of the parent’s multiplicity, although it usually works the other way.
The therapist may have to intervene to try & spare the child, if the situation
warrants it. It makes sense to point out to victims, that people have to be
accepted in the reality that they exist, and that all the wishful thinking in
the world is not going to change them. If we want a good father, rather than
destroy ourselves wishing, a victim can find a surrogate father or a spiritual
father that has the attributes they feel a father should have. If the surrogate
or spiritual father wants the role, that’s even better. Rather than beat one’s
head against a wall that won’t change, walk around the wall and get where you
want to be. This is not denying the power of prayer, it is simply facing the
fact that even Almighty God can’t make everyone conform to the image He’d like
them to be, because people have free will.
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FLOODING, how to deal with
One of the hardest problems to deal with was flooding with memories. Part of the
flooding of memories is the result of a flooding program that is put. The method
that is used to program it in is discussed in Vol. 2. Flooding is often the
result of improper maintenance of the the victim’s therapy. The therapist wants
a controlled release of memories and effects, not a flood that will drown the
victim in a sea of overwhelming trauma and emotions. Remember, the amnesia walls
were put in by the mind as a survival mechanism! Removing the walls is like
removing the dikes of Holland. When the floods come they bring dizzyness. all
kinds of fears, especially the fear of death, difficult breathing, chest pains,
delusions, confusion, chills, and heat flashes, and a terror at losing control
over one’s self. When memories come, if they can’t be processed then they can be
stored in a box. Or the memory can be shrunk by the mind to a mote, and then
kept small until the mind is strong enough to deal with it. Then it can be
enlarged to real life proportions and processed. Another method that works well
once alters have learned it, is to place their memories on a screen. The screen
can be moved closer, or pushed away. The memory is placed on the screen like a
movie. The memory can be slowed down, speeded up, made into a silent movie, made
into a black and white movie, freeze framed, and the sound turned down on it. In
other words, the movie screen gives the victim control over their memory, so
they can process the trauma, and regain part of their life. The victim can
relieve some of the overwhelming nature of the flooding by having someone to
talk to, even an understanding friend such as another victim is helpful. Some
are able to journal their emotions, or do some physical activity to blunt the
effect. Standing up and getting busy, will help place some distance between the
alter and the memory. For a small minority of alters they are capable of using
prayer, meditation or scriptures to regain encouragement and calmness. The
articles on abreactions may help in this area also. Christian therapists will
pray with their clients that memories are released in God’s timing and not in a
flood. Different programs and memories occur at different trance levels, so the
victim can go either below or above the memory to escape an abreaction.
Therapist like to encourage victims to remember their cognitive memory (actual
event) before their affective memory (emotions attached to the event). It is
important to get the entire memory for memory work to be effective, but the
alters that can process information logically (but not emotionally) can play an
important role in the early processing of powerful painful memories. The
emotional front alters are too easily overwhelmed. Many people would like to
avoid the pain and have an easy salvation; unfortunately, the flesh has to be
crucified (in a sense) daily, and the victim has to face the reality of what has
been done to them. Christ warned his followers that the life of freedom would
not be easy. Sometimes victims start pulling up emotional pain without the
memories. They may respond by turning to alcohol, compulsive eating, drugs and
sex to escape the pain. Often these escape routes are programmed into them by
the programmers. When they start acting this way, they often quit therapy. The
therapist might beat the programming to the punch and warn their client that
this may happen, so that they don’t get discouraged, but realize it is a common
side effect or programmed effect of the emotional pain surfacing.
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GRIEF
Our father was also our programmer. As our programmer, he set himself up as our
savior, our creator, our god, and our master. One day during our therapy, Fritz
(our co-author) said at a very timely point one of the most powerful things ever
said to our system, "Your father had a beautiful little girl, he didn’t want a
beautiful little girl. He wanted a robotic slave." Those words cut to the marrow
of the programming. Those words reverberated down through our system for the
next few years. What was stolen from the mind-control victim that you are
working with? Their identity? Their beauty? Their life? Their honor? Their
intelligence? Their humanness? Most slaves never get to the point that they ever
realize what was stolen from them. They never get to grieve their losses. The
victim has had the truth stolen from them. During therapy they may grieve over
this. In therapy, the victim may grieve that their master & programmer was not
the image they were programmed to see him in, but was a sadistic person who
delighted in cruelly hurting innocent children. The programming for front alters
is meant to short circuit grief, front alters are to forgive and forget. The
therapist can give grief a voice. Grief is not an Illuminati issue. The
Illuminati bloodlines have sacrificed humans including their own children for
centuries. With such practices there is no room for grief. Illuminati doctrines
allow the mind to trivialize death. In our notes we wrote, "The circle or web of
life is like a celtic cross looping back upon itself, and intertwined through
its own twisting and turning. The continuity of existence is an unbroken chain
linking all the elements of the universe. In the web of life, all things share
in the same power and can exchange power, life, and consciousness." You will
find out in higher Illuminati doctrine that a person’s being is considered
simply a nucleus, a particle of the vast universe, which creates its own light,
and you lose your separateness from the universe. When the Mothers-of-Darkness
ritually sacrificed a popular Queen Mother, we’d miss her, but our belief (that
she’d left all that she was to the next generation, and that she’d be
reincarnated, and that she’d voluntarily given up her life), prevented us from
having a deep grieving. We would say things like, "We miss Queen Mother, do you
remember when she taught such and such, we must not let that teaching die." We
had internalized the Queen Mother to quite an extent through the programming and
the cult, so that when she died, it felt like she lived in us. One of our
Mother-of-Darkness’s describes further how grief gets swallowed up in the Wheel
of Life philosophy of the Illuminati, "The real or unreal are merely opposite
ends of the continuum on which reality can be stretched to include what is
normally considered unreal. Even better, the continuum, like a flexible rod, can
be bent, curved, and shaped into a circle where the end points of reality and
unreality met and become the same point." Reality can be "demolished then
reconstructed, becoming that one part that must maintain a balance, between the
internal worlds of oppositional force, unity and interdependence with all." When
something is lost, this philosophy doesn’t perceive it as a loss, but a
refolding back upon itself of reality. When a person chops up a potato and puts
it in a soup, you do not grieve the splitting up and death of the potato, it is
joining its life to the eater. When things are taken apart, or die, the
particles will reconstruct themselves into the fabric of the universe, life
loops back on itself linking all elements. There is no loss. Belief in
reincarnation and this kind of philosophy eliminate the type of grieving that
other people may experience. The Illuminati (and other satanic groups) do not
allow grief. It is not an issue that is brought to the surface. But grieving
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does occur. It is buried in the emptiness of where the alter’s hearts have been
taken out via hypnotic surgery. Grief lays silent without a voice in the mind
and body. Grief lays in the silence of hopelessness and powerlessness. When the
cult forces a child to kill another child, many children internally grieve for
the child they have been forced to kill. To save the child’s soul, you will find
that some alters will take on the pain, the characteristics, and even the
child’s soul and identity as part of their silent grieving process. During
programming, grief may display itself as a child in a fetal position, in
contrast with an angry child yanking on the cages screaming, or a child
crouching in fear. An important key to the success of the programming is the
resignation/decomposition of the child victim’s mind. Life inherently has fight
built into it. The sperm fights to fertilize the egg. The child fights to
survive the birthing process. The difference between resignation to a
debilitating auto accident and a struggle to survive can mean life or death. The
programmer wants to strip the child of this. He wants unconditional surrender of
the mind. When the child’s mind enters its last struggle for its own life it is
termed DECOMPENSATION. When the mind quits fighting, and all mechanisms of
defense or escape crumble, it is called RESIGNATION. A full-blown psychosis
results from the breakdown of the personality. Total surrender to overwhelming
events is a survival mechanism. The child surrenders to the forces that control
it and the new reality and script that are given it. The Illuminati call this
"BREAKING REALITY". The Illuminati programmers want to take the child victim
from Reality to fantasy. At this point the child can manipulate his life however
he wants to stop the pain. The child has surrendered to fantasy. Does a soldier
grieve surrendering to the enemy to save his life? The depth of surrender by the
child is so deep, that grief lacks a place in the new mind. The old life has
been unconditionally surrendered. Unveiling the "BREAKING REALITY" process to
the therapist is important to explain to the therapist why the therapist will
not find grief floating around in a system. Instead, the therapist will find
happy bird alters, happy singing tree alters, happy bee alters humming and a
menagerie of other happy alters content in their fantasy worlds. So where did
the grief go? The broken spirit has moved into the fantasy world, and the grief
is so profoundly deep and buried internally so deep that it won’t be seen. The
grief goes into the dead parts who die (a deep grief so deep that it is death)
and these parts end up in the internal graveyards, concentration camps and other
deep burial grounds. The programmers make sure they skim off any dissociative
parts that have humaness and grief and bury them. One method to bury the
grieving parts is to have "pac-man" alters that "eat" and internalize these dead
parts come and clean them up. After the "pac-man" alters do their job, they are
put to sleep. After the grieving parts are hypnotically buried, only the
psychotic fantasy parts are left to build the large alter systems. The
programmers want the child slave to look like other children, and the front part
of the system may be allowed to have a grieving part. For instance, one grieving
alter who held grief kept her tears internal and felt like if she let them out
of her bag of tears, which weighed hundreds of pounds, the flood of tears would
drown everyone. The therapist may find a grieving part like this. How do you get
this part to express the grief that has been kept secret for years? Also, the
front parts of a system that hold the body day to day may have the same griefs
that other people feel. The host personality needs the support of friends like
anyone else, even if the front parts appear very stoic. Perhaps an article Fritz
wrote on grief will be helpful to front alters who have grief to work through.
The article is meant to be a tool that can be read by anyone to work through
their grief.
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BENEFITING FROM GRIEF by Fritz
Grief, each of us has our own unique trauma to grieve about--and yet there seems
to be a great deal in common in the grieving process for everyone. Grief, it is
a challenge. It comes with feelings of sadness, guilt, anger, confusion, and
fear. The first feelings may be disbelief and confusion. Then we find that we
want to get things off of our chest, a release of the feelings. A good friend
can really help when we want to talk. Finally, the day comes when we are able to
accept what has happened and move on with life. This doesn’t mean we no longer
care about what we grieved about, nor does it mean we’ve forgotten, it simply
means we have worked through the feelings associated with the grieving process.
There is a light at the end of the tunnel, there is hope, there is freedom from
emotional pain, but each person has his or her own timetable and sometimes the
journey seems impossibly long. Have you tried to think things through, and it
just doesn’t happen. Grief is a releasing process, and a healing, the heart and
spirit of a person are the players to watch, don’t expect the analytical part of
the brain to score a touchdown in this situation. The heart of a person will
push through to score, even though the analytical part of the brain schemes and
schemes. But many of us are afraid of our feelings. We hold back our feelings,
when the tears and the grieving are what we need to heal. Blessed are those who
weep, for they will find comfort.
When we grieve, we often feel our world is falling apart, its gone. We are
isolated in a confusing world. The world made sense, but now it doesn’t. Now we
see ourselves in such a different world. We need to be patient with the world.
Faith is the victory that overcomes such a frightening world. We must have the
faith that eventually there will be light at the end of the tunnel. The world
that has shattered like a broken mirror seems like it can not be reconstructed.
But miracles do happen everyday--and those shattered pieces will miraculously
mend themselves in a mysterious way. When we first grieve, many of us want to
retreat from life. We find it hard to talk and be around others. We just get
through each day. Often we can handle the truth only is small packages, so we
turn to denial, either partial or full denial to get us through. Sometimes the
best we can do is incorporate the truth at the speed that we can internally deal
with it. We know this happens to other people--but when we grieve it seems to be
an aberration.
Slowly the mind breaks down its denial. But while it does, we wake up feeling
like we’re in a nightmare. Can this really have happened? On the one hand we
want to disbelieve, yet on the other a small voice tells us--YES, this terrible
thing did happen. One shock after another. We take the shocks as fast as we can.
Someday the denial will be gone, and the grieving will be gone. But until then
the process continues. Our feelings of love, our good feelings are responsible
for us grieving. If we had no feelings we could not grieve. Grief is a testimony
that we can love. Grief is a neon sign that we can care for others. Grief is a
memorial that we can get close to someone. Those same abilities to love are now
causes for our pain. The weight on our backs from the grief is really the weight
of the proof that we cared for and loved another. When we wrap our world and
intertwine our world with another, the world seems empty when that person is
gone. The disciples were heartbroken when Jesus left them. The Holy Spirit was
sent to be an
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eternal comforter for mankind. Not only is the Holy Spirit there to comfort us,
but many of our brothers and sisters have gone through suffering so that they
can minister comfort to us, as they were comforted. Maybe the world isn’t so
lonely after all. Reaching out to someone else who has suffered the same pain as
we have is often soothing. If we let people minister comfort to us, we are
giving them the chance to be like God the Holy Spirit, the comforter. This will
strengthen them spiritually as they walk in the same direction that the Holy
Comforter moves. Some who we thought suffered with us, may not be in a place to
provide comfort. They may not realize that with only a little better grasp of
what grief is, a little extra time, and the willingness to listen they could be
so helpful. We must give them space too. But if we reach out for help when we
grieve, it is a chance for us to feel needed and loved by the living, rather
than staring off into space, and a chance to talk, rather than hoarding our
feelings. We must give people the space to not be helpful too. Unfortunately,
the type of feelings we are hoarding are often the same type that our friends
are secretly denying themselves. They are not able to face true emotions in
anyone. The most helpful friends are those who will take the time to find out
what we need, and will participate in helping with those needs. A vague
suggestion to travel, is not going to help as much as if the friend gets a
ticket for us and travels somewhere with us. Sometimes while grieving we enter
those periods where we need to be touched, to be hugged, to have a pat on the
back as a friend passes by. This can mean the world to us. When we grieve it is
natural to feel alone. However, when we grieve we can honestly come to realize
that others have also had the weight of grief on their back. So go ahead and
grieve. Grieve and grow stronger through the hours, the days and the months. The
road we each travel is our own--and yet to be honest with life--we each must
travel down a road, and each road is filled with things to grieve about. Let us
travel down our own road. It is ours to travel. But we must be kind to ourselves
if we hope to travel down our own road, because it will take determination and
spirit to get through. We must recognize and take care of our needs. If our
needs conflict with what others expect, we may have to clearly state our needs
without apologizing. It is our own road to travel not theirs. Its O.K. to get
help from friends. We just need to learn to verbalize what it is that they can
specifically do. Vague comments for help during a grieving state, may end up
frustrating everyone involved. To shut ourselves off from others who can help is
not wise. When we grieve, we float through the day. But people are resilient.
They don’t sink, and after a while the floating numbly through the day, becomes
soaring and flying through the day. The entire person grieves, the body, and the
spirit and the mind. We must minister to all of these. And yet all of these
parts seem so numb. Yet, we must allow these parts to feel. The body, spirit,
and soul need to express themselves. They need to each groan in their own way.
The body feels tired, not just occasionally but most of the time. We must sleep
and we must eat if we are to have the strength to continue on this journey. Even
if we don’t immediately want to do these things, to neglect our sleep or meals
will only make the journey harder. On the other hand we need to be sensitive to
our new limitations. Under the stress of grieving, we may not be up to going to
the store like we used to, but we can console ourselves with the fact that this
will only be temporary. Grief is an emotional surgery to the heart, body, soul
and spirit which needs time to heal. Before our loss, we had settled into life a
certain way. When we lose it, our confidence in life is jolted. And that lack of
confidence develops into fear. This fear can come from
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seemingly out of nowhere, and rob us of the safe secure feelings we had. There
are many people who will ask us questions, give flippant advice, and if we let
them, they can hurt us. However, we can choose to understand that often their
pity is the best they have to offer us, and their questions, however
thoughtless, are an outgrowth of their interest and natural curiosity. If people
say worthless things to us, then we can discard these words into the trash. We
want understanding from others, then we need to give understanding. There are
not many people who will nurture us in silence, and just be there silently with
us. And sometimes during grieving we want to talk, or to be talked to, but
sometimes we just want silent companionship. Grieving is healing. When we lose
something externally, sometimes we then try to internalize it. It’s as if we are
saying, "Now I’ll place it in myself and then I won’t lose it." We may adopt the
mannerisms of the person we lost, we may in an effort to stop the pain
substitute something for them. After we heal, we will still be vulnerable to
surprise triggers, which will trigger us to remember our period of grief. First,
we must get over our loss, and then we will have to get over the grieving
memories. As individuals we have to wrestle with powers that are greater than
us. Changes in life, caused by overpowering uncontrollable events in life, may
produce strong feelings of loneliness. If this is equation on life is written in
another way, it can also be reduced to the statement loneliness equals a fear of
life with its uncontrollable changes. The only way to win against overwhelming
situations is to take baby steps and to deal with those situations that we can
and keep moving forward even if its only at a snails pace. Gradually, as we step
through and over the small problems, we will gain the confidence and inner
strength to face the bigger ones. Life is brief. Many generations have come and
gone. And just as a rain storm is made up of little rain drops, God Almighty’s
big plans and His big purpose is produced through each of us tiny drops on the
panorama of time. At some point in the recovery phase of grieving, we relearn
our own happiness. We salvage what is good in our life, and we recognize how to
be happy and we allow ourselves to be happy and move forward. In recovery we
find ways to record the past so it is not forgotten, and then turn the focus of
our minds onto the present. We can not be happy in the past or the future, for
we live only in the present. It is possible to let go of the past without giving
up caring. We can go forward into changes, while our memories carry all that was
good of the past that we want to bring with us. Finally, as we recover, we get
to the point where we are now equipped to comfort others. As we move forward to
help them, we find that in helping them with their grief, we further heal
ourselves. What a healing it is when we are able to be thankful for all the
wonderful things we have experienced. Some of us have had hard lives, but most
of us (there are exceptions) have something that we can appreciate. Thank the
good Lord that the earth hasn’t jerked as it has revolved around its axis. If it
had just once, we might have seriously been hurt. We take so much for granted.
Our grief feels like it will rob us of joy forever. Nothing seems to console. We
don’t think we could ever love anyone in the future, like the people we miss
from the pass. In the early stages of grief, we were in a fog and it was
frightening not being sure how to travel. But we learn to be patient with
ourselves, and to balance self-improvement, solitude and involvement with
others. Day by day our emotional lives stabilize.
More and more, we bloom like a flower and we open up to the sunshine all around
us. We find new sources of love and joy. And as we finally recover, we are
amazed at how
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much grief has silently taught us. We never knew we were so strong. How did we
persist in persisting. How did we get past just floating numbly through the day?
When we recover, we surprise ourselves at that inner strength and patience we
always had but didn’t know was there. Finally, the value of choice shines so
bright. How wonderful God was in giving us choice. Thanks to grief, we have
stopped to reflect upon our lives, and we have realized what is important. The
chance to make good choices is important. Now we realize how important. Now we
realize that we can choose and design our lives like we choose with the new
strengths we discovered through the grieving process. We are survivors, and
survivors are strong people. Survivors have better-defined goals, fresh views,
and stronger views. We have thrown away oor masks, and we are facing life with a
fresh understanding of who we are. As we grieved we recognized those things in
life which gave us life and strength. Now we appreciate those life-giving
things. As recovered survivors we no longer need to ask why we live, we realize
the value of living life to its fullest potential. Now we are ready to be used
of God. We are content to be alive.
GUILT, dealing with (also see art. on "Self-forgiveness)
a. In a deep contrite spirit confess your sins
b. Review the story of the prodigal son
c. Understand how Christ’s sacrifice attoned and paid for all guilt
d. Make restoration, restitution, and reparation to those injured.
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Why have millions, if not billions of dollars, been spent on research into the
mind-body interaction and hypnosis? Many believe self-hypnosis is a tool for
making changes in your life. Others see hypnosis as a mystical hocus pocus tool
to be (mis)used by people to control others. Part of the reason hypnosis is such
a controversial subject is because the powerful elite that control the
establishment know it is extremely powerful, that it works, and they want to
keep its power out of the hands of the people. Another reason that hypnosis is
controversial is that spiritually discerning people have realized that there is
a demonic element involved with the process. They realize that hypnosis opens up
portals in the mind for demons. This section will attempt to lay out facts, and
allow the reader to draw their own conclusions and use whatever techniques that
seem to have the best therapeutic potential. Hypnosis is a state of mind in
which suggestions are accepted and acted upon more powerfully than they are
under normal conditions. The Illuminati rank hypnotic trance depth from 0 to 10,
where 0 equals being totally out of the trance state, and 10 equals a comatose
state. This scale is called "Jacob’s ladder". You will find top-notch hypnotists
will refer to trance depths as steps. The reader needs to bear in mind, that the
Illuminati programmers can number the descending trance depths either "1 to 10"
or "10 to 1". The choice of which -way to number the depths when training an
alter depend on several factors. When training a small child, they may be able
to count 1 to 10 but may not be able to reverse the count. The programmer may
use the count "1 to 10" because it is what the child can count. The programmer
may use the 0 to 10 method, as a reversal to what other hypnotists do in the
world. The programmers will use one induction method in one area of an alter
system and the reverse (or another type) in another area to throw a therapist
off track. (For those unfamiliar with hypnotic inductions, it is common for
psychiatrists/hypnotists to induct people down "10...9...8...7..." on down to 1.
When bringing the subject up, hypnotists at times actually refer to these levels
as "steps." In training the child to go down into trance, climbing and
descending stairs while counting is used, and the game "Chutes and Ladders" is
played. The child has often learned to trance as a reflex to the trauma it has
received even while in the womb, so the assistant programmers only need to give
these already acquired trance states numbers. Under hypnosis, a person can
access and control areas of the mind that are normally out of reach of the
conscious mind. This also applies to victims of mind-control, who can use the
trance state to work their way through the amnesic barriers to work with parts
of the mind that the conscious mind can’t reach.
The hypnotic trance is a naturally occurring phenomenon. Most modern Americans
walk around in a slight hypnotic trance. The stress of the rat race, television,
video games etc. contribute to the overall trance states that Americans walk
around in. Have you ever come into a room full of people who have their eyes
wide-eyed glued to the television? They are in a trance state. Have you ever
thought about an important problem while driving to work. You were in a trance
state. Your mind was operating on two levels at once. The spiritual danger that
is inherent in hypnosis is that it opens up the spiritual portals of the mind.
The true loving Creator of the Universe doesn’t seek His own, because love
doesn’t seek its own, but is self-sacrificing. Yahweh God is a gentleman (so to
speak) who gently knocks at your door, and wants your conscious mind to
voluntarily decide to serve
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him. The Kingdom of Demons operates just opposite of this. Demonic entities are
always trying to capture the subconscious, to trick the mind, and to force the
person into servitude. When the mind relaxes, and lets down its natural barriers
to the subconscious, it is an open door for demonic attack. For Illuminati
programming, the best hypnotic results occur at about 7. Some people can be
hypnotically programmed at 5-6, but some children will fight it at that level.
Most will cooperate by 7 and everyone else will be cooperative by 8. Beyond 8,
the mind and body are in a very dangerous deep trance. It may surprise some to
learn, that ALL major programs are put in at the deepest level, level 10. The
base level 10 is used for the foundations of every program. Why? Because this
level is associated in the mind with the primal functions of life, and the only
way this programming can be tampered with is to use drugs and a medical facility
which will monitor vital signs the entire time. Once the Illuminati have
programmed in the basics to all the programming they want, they will refine and
build upon that deep programming at other trance levels. The programming is like
an octopus with its head at level 10 and its tentacles reaching up into the
lighter trance states. Most alters within a system will learn to stay in the
mind at a level 5 trance. The programmers will teach the alters to stay at
whatever trance level they want that alter to function at. They want the alter
to maintain its trance state. A few strong front alters may operate at a 3 to 4.
Since most people are unfamiliar with trances, front alters appear to be normal
to the outside world. Most memories of a slave occur at a 3-4 trance state. Some
memories from deeper may float up to a 4 trance state. The programmers are
intimately aware of how memories are connected to trance states, and they have a
number of standard tricks to prevent therapists from getting anywhere. One
standard hypnotic trick by the programmers is called a TRAP DOOR. A program or a
memory will be placed in at various hypnotic levels. Let’s say the programmer
places in a memory at a level 4. They will then stop in the middle of what’s
happening and take the alter(s) down to an 8. The therapist comes along and is
getting parts of the memory at four, and then the alter(s) remembering can not
get anything more because they hit the part that’s been put in at an 8. The
reverse of this, is when the programmer programs various alters that if they hit
a certain memory they are to trance deeper (or trance higher--depending on what
the programmer wants). When the alter reacts as it has been trained, the mind
skirts around the memory and never comes to rest where the memory or program
lays. These tricks can also be coupled with the use of two opposite induction
counting systems, in other words "Jacob’s ladder" get changed. Like moving on a
ladder, the mind climbs up or down. Should the therapist decide to use hypnosis
with the victim, they should consider using a hypnotic tone of voice that is
appropriate to what the victim will respond to. Sometimes hypnotists take
control in a military voice as if they are the father figure, and some times
they are very soothing as if they are the mother figure. In general, the
maternal approach works best, although Hollywood and stage hypnotists like the
more impressive authoritarian approach. Hypnosis can be related to the
unconscious memories of being put to sleep as a child. This is why the
programmer or handler will place himself into the role of putting the child
victim to sleep. Brahm’s Lullaby is a favorite for hypnotists for inducing a
trance. There is a strong tendency in many people to be submissive and to look
for a savior figure, a daddy figure to guide them through life. Self-hypnosis
has at times lessened the dependence upon the victim for the authority figure
that comforted and
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soothed the victim with his hypnotic voice during the programming. Don’t forget
that the victim has been trauma-bonded with the hypnotic programmer, and has had
a programming experience where drugs and hypnosis were used to give the victim a
feeling of blissful, ecstatic merging with the programmer. The alter trusts the
programmer totally. The alter will transfer that trust to the therapist, or if
taught control over their own trance states learns to transfer power back to
themselves. If a mind-controlled slave works toward developing the ability to
self-trance so that they can regain power over the slave’s system, the person
will have to overcome several obstacles. The programmers lay in programming to
prevent alters from doing their own thing, or allowing other people to hypnotize
them. Imagery which uses the senses of smell, touch, hearing and even taste are
powerful for hypnosis. Being able to construct visual images in your head is
also a valuable tool of hypnosis. If the therapist and victim decide they want
to use self-hypnosis to gain control over the victim’s life, such as learning to
change negative self-talk into positive self-talk, to overcome fears and
anxiety, or to quit a programmed habit, then imagery and visualization will work
in the same powerful manner as they did when they were used in a negative way to
enslave the person. Finally, there are some victims who will have serious qualms
about hypnosis. They object that it smacks to much of being "cult-like" and that
if-has demonic side-affects. If the victim does not feel comfortable with
hypnosis, the therapist needs to respect that. It is quite possible that
hypnosis falls into the category of things one doesn’t strive to do, but
sometimes is needed. In the Old Testament, God didn’t want to have to kill His
Creation with a flood, indeed He gives as one of the Ten Commandments "Thou
shalt not kill." and yet, He inspired Solomon to write, "To everything there is
a season, A time for every purpose under heaven: A time to be born, And a time
to die; A time to plant, And a time to pluck what is planted; A time to kill,
And a time to heal; A time to break down, And a time to build up...A time to
love, A time to hate; A time of war, And a time of peace." ECC. 3:1
The ministers who have rejected hypnosis, even self-hypnosis, as a possible tool
to help victims of mind-control usually have little concept of how much of the
victim’s splintered dissociative mind lives and operates in trance. We would
encourage people to view self-hypnosis as a trance state that is to be used as a
means to freedom, not a way of life. As to the objection that the trance state
opens one up for demonic attack, so do many other things in life, such as
travelling as a missionary to a pagan country. The bottom line is that the
missionary opens himself up for attack because he is trying to give life, and
the use of hypnosis can only be justified if it is being used in a way that is
consistent with giving life and freedom, and life-more-abundant.
SERIOUS UNADDRESSED ISSUES AT THE DEEPEST HYPNOTIC LEVELS
At the time this is being written, there are millions of people world-wide with
end-time programming. This Illuminati mind-control programming has been put in
at the deepest levels of the mind. The end-time programming concerns those
events that are to happen to usher in the reign of the Anti-Christ. This author
is sad that she obediently played a role of helping program this end-time
programming into young slaves. What has this to do with hypnosis? Because so far
therapists and ministers have only played with the surface issues. Therapists
will only deal with issues that clients talk about, and most ministers only deal
with surface issues they consider important. There are lots of slaves and
Vietnam Viets, who have programming layered in at the deepest hypnotic levels
for the end times, and no one is doing anything about it.
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End-time programming will resemble the following. Some teams will assemble to
carry out missions, sometimes the missions will be one-way missions like the
Manchurian candidate. Some individuals will perform acts of violence and may end
up getting themselves killed. Some of the hierarchy systems will go back to the
cult and flip their system from being Christian into being day-to-day Satanists.
The world will have an anti-Christian fad, where everyone will seem to be
turning to the occult and hating Christians. Systems, which have Christian
fronts, believe that they can pray and resist the final call-back. These type of
prayers are similar to praying for someone else. It will still be that other
person’s choice as to what they do, and in this case, the persons (alters) with
end-time programming have this programming attached to the primal part of the
mind, that part which regulates such things as the heart beat. Faith overcomes
the world (& by extension the New World Order.) Just as people we pray for still
travel directions we don’t like, unfortunately alters with end-time programming
may well travel directions contrary to our prayers. Still total faith in an
omnipotent God is far better than no faith. The mind of the survivor is like a
computer where the operator snaps the mouse on an icon and then shifts into
another enviroment, and continues to move into subsequent areas of programming.
Hypnosis could be used as a tool to move down through these "Monarch
mind-control computer icons. Although lots of victims of mind-control have come
in to therapists for help, very little work has been done to go down the various
computer paths and get into the hidden information that is stored everywhere
within an alter system. Deliverance work has been done with a number of victims
by a number of Christian therapists, where the Christian therapists were able to
use spiritual techniques to break down the walls to get into areas of a system.
The co-author’s of this book believe that some deep work with end-time
programming may need hypnotic drugs and medical supervision, in spite of our
experience in seeing some success without going to this extreme.
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IDENTITY, discovering it
All non-multiple persons as children have ego states that develop and are
integrated as time goes on into a more and tighter cohesive package. Most of the
lines between the different states disappear after age one, and the child goes
on to develop a single identity. With programmed multiples, the deeper alters,
such as spin kittens, will be depersonalized to such an extent that they will
have no sense of self. They will also have no sense of reality. Some alters have
a 2-D world, where time does not exist in their concept of reality. However,
deeper kitten alters, for instance, will not even have that. They have been
stripped of even a concept of reality. When they hold the body everything is
surreal and clouded by the hypnotic state they exist in. Out-of-body
experiences, feelings that everyone else in the world is unreal, thoughts that
one is dead are all classified in psychology as depersonalization. A normal
Illuminati system will have many parts that are depersonalized. Reality for a
spin kitten is but a facade. Can you blame such an alter? Whenever they are used
they receive tremendous abuse in the outside world’s reality. It is better that
they consider reality to be the walls that they live in along with the internal
world they have created for themselves. Reality is being pulled between life and
death, and they need to try and find a balance. -These deeper depersonalized
alters need a new birth into the truth, they need an exodus experience out of
their identity as a slave, into a new promised land. This again is why the
safety of the slave is essential for progress. Why should a severely traumatized
alter, which regularly receives the worst abuse imaginable when they hold the
body, want to give up the comfort of their internal world, and come live in the
rest of the world’s reality--if it means more abuse. The children of Israel
wanted to go back to Egypt where as slaves they had some certainty. To get a new
identity away from slavery is a challenge. There are many parallels that can be
drawn between the children of Israel finding their freedom and identity as a
people and a group of alters discovering who they are. Sometimes alters can help
each other, and sometimes families of alters get into internal feuds. Sometimes
a single alter can sabotage the hard work of many alters. Notice how God had
Moses give the tribes back their history and ancestry. Soon each person could
identify himself as a member of a family that gave him a sense of belonging.
Each tribe had a flag. God also insisted that they break from the past. The
alter who has lost its identity needs to learn to walk, to feel, to see, to hear
beyond the programming. It needs to learn the who, when, where & how of who he
or she is. The therapist may say, "You are not a princess," or "You are not a
snowy fluffy white kitten." "Your identity is your birthright." "You’re human,
that’s really where the truth is." It will be hard for such an alter. Everything
they thought was real, was fantasy. And reality is extremely painful, so painful
that it is beyond words, it is but a deep anguish. But the alter needs to break
its old ties to the slave’s master, break all soul ties, and unshackle himself
or herself from the lies. Then the therapist can teach them their strengths, and
they can begin to find some self-respect in who they were when the system was
born, and who they are becoming, and who they are as God sees them. Therapists
will try to promote the humanism within an alter, by referring to it in human
terms, such as saying "family of alters" rather than the cult’s terminology
"litter of kittens". Doing this may be helpful to the overall cumultive effect
of showing alters their humaness, but it doesn’t need to be done in a legalistic
fashion.
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IMPLANTS, dealing with
The people who are using implants for mind-control aren’t about to tell us what
they are doing, and they certainly haven’t obtained the victims’ permission for
their sadistic behavior. They haven’t spent trillions of dollars researching,
designing and installing these black budget and secret projects, if they weren’t
convinced that they work. They are trying hard to get implant technology to the
point it is tamper proof.
The controllers seem to think they are above accountability. The various
implants aren’t the stuff of sci-fi or delusions, their reality can be
documented from real sources. Tracking implants are being put into our children
and our dogs by people who want to "help" us not lose anything. Any bozo can
purchase human tracking implants today & use them on their fellow man. After
you’ve gotten over your denial that this is happening you are ready to deal with
the unfortunate reality that we live in. The achilles heel of the NWO is that
they have too many things to control and keep track of. This is why they use
computers. Computers with artificial intelligence may be able to play chess and
make decisions, but they are not superior to the human mind, and you as a human
still have a chance to outsmart them. The human, whose mind is being read, can
think in codes and speak in codes. The NWO does not have the manpower to control
their implant victims with human handlers 100% of the time.
IDENTIFY WHO
Thousands of implants victims (& electronic mind-control) are looking for help,
some of them have approached the two co-authors for help. Some have given up
fighting the implants. Some have bought into the flimsy cover stories that their
syntel handlers try to give them to cover up who is actually controlling them.
For instance, implant victims, who obviously have American handlers, are being
told that their handlers are Iranians who hate America, or the Japanese who are
trying to repay America for Hiroshima, or the Russians, etc. The first step is
to recognize who your handlers are. 100% of the implant victims in this country
who knew enough clues to provide clues were victims of American organizations.
The Germans, the Swedish, the English, the Russians and who knows who else are
all putting implants into people. Fritz has lived in several continents and can
spot Americanisms immediately. One of the victims which we know, Carole Price,
is also aware of Americanisms. The handlers of implant victims in this country
have been obviously Americans. So the first step is to recognize that if you are
an American, and your problem developed in this country, don’t blame aliens,
whether from overseas or from outer space. The supposed alien implants in this
country that alien abductees keep discovering have continually gotten more
sophisticated. The hard fact is that it is our own secret government as part of
the NWO, not aliens that are subjecting us to these implants. Now we have
identified the basics of the question "who?". Refer back to the list of abuser
organizations in Vol 2 page 18 for a comprehensive list of specifically what
organization might be involved. Yes, there is even evidence that groups like
Division 5 of the FBI are involved in this type of mind-body control. Also
realize that many syntel implants are being controlled by artificial
intelligence in computers most of the time. Try outsmarting the machine by doing
unpredictable things.
IDENTIFY WHAT
If you are an implant victim begin journalling what is happening to you. Begin
sharing your experiences with other people who understand that implants are
being used. Go to a spectrum analyzer and find out what signals are being sent.
Go to an anechoic chamber and
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find out where the signals are coming from. Get heat thermography done of your
body and find out the locations of implants that way. Map out where the pain
occurs. Pin point where your master implant is located. Knowledge of what is
happening will help you and others fight what they are doing to you.
DE-ACTIVATING IMPLANTS
Because a variety of implants are being employed by the NWO, there is no set
answer to what is going to work. A person is going to have to discover if the
implant is metallic, plastic, a virus, carbon-based or whatever. If you can
identify how the implant is working--you have a chance to counter it. If you can
get yourself to a location where they cannot get signals to & from the master
implant, then they will lose track of you. Every few minutes they monitor the
exact location of where the victim is. Their tracking computers will soon learn
if they have lost track of where you are. That is fine. When they lose track,
stay out of their signals long enough to get over 25 miles out of range, and
they may lose track of what area you are in. How long you as an implant victim
can remain out of their signals depends on where you are willing to go and what
you are willing to do. A code activates some of the main implants on a body suit
of implants. Many have some kind of safety feature to prevent someone from
activating them who is a non-approved user. It is speculation at this point, but
some of these implants may self-destruct if a person is able to make the implant
think it were being tampered with by a non-approved user. If the main implant
that controls other implants of a body suit is shut down it might bring a
general relief to the victim. FOR VIRUS IMPLANTS. There are some antibiotics,
some colloidal metals like colloidal silver, and perhaps some juices like
cranberry juice that may destroy a virus implant. Certain juices or substances
might change the body’s chemistry. An implant victim might test several things
and see if they can find one that throws the body’s system off.
FOR METALLIC LIKE IMPLANTS.
There are a few honest surgeons (they are far more rare than any one would at
first imagine) that will take out implants. Although Fritz and I have heard of a
number of these surgeons, we do not give out their names.
FOR ELECTRONIC IMPLANTS.
Some victims have blasted their implant(s) with some
type of electromagnetic energy to a degree that they blew the implants. Other
victims have found some relief from lead shields. The woman who makes lead suits
to protect people is:
Shirley S. Still, 680 W. Rose St., Lebanon, OR, 97355. The company that produces
lead shields using her patent #5,038,047 is Shielding, Inc. International, P.O.
Box Z, Madras, OR 97741-0069. ph. no. 541-475-7211, Fax 541-475-6628.
COVERING ONESELF.
Implant victims have covered themselves with cages of various
metallic substances & other things to isolate themselves from the electronic
control. The newer implants are nearly impossible to isolate from, but implant
victims should certainly try.
FOR FIBER OPTICS.
Fiber optics are often like hairs. The victim should look for
suspicious looking hair, such as in the pubic area--better yet, simply shave.
Some victims have pulled or shaved off their fiber optic implants.
One victim of implants provided this list to search out & destroy implants:
1. Electro-Magnetic Forcefields of Interference
a. by going to a cable co. & walking around the area of the live satellite dishes. At a safe point, place both hands onto a live satellite dish.
b. try the same at a telephone co.
c. to a utility co. electric transfer Pt. & walk around the area.If the victim’s implants respond to this type of countermeasure, they will experience a pulling sensation, which is a positive sign. Standing near a TV as it is repeatedly turned on & off may create interference with the implants too.
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2. Full Body Electo Magnetic Scanner
3. Full Body MRI with contrast
4. Gas Chromatography, Toxic Light Chromatography, Mass Spectrotography, & Blood analysis.
5. Mason Receivers
6. Non Linear Detectors
7. Pherigen Test
8. Spectrum Analyzers.
This victim recommends that if you have a telephone charging device in your
home, reprogram it if possible each day, for the telephone can be one of the
main power sources of implants.
THE BIGGER PICTURE.
Most victims of implants need to get the bigger picture. They need to find out
what the Illuminati are and who the Illuminati bloodlines are. They need to
learn who to trust and who not to trust. They need to learn about trauma-based
mind-control because our experience has been that most implant victims are also
victims of trauma-based mind-control. They need to realize that ALL phones in
this nation are listened to. They need to understand that voice identification
programs allow computers to identify who is talking over a phone by your voice.
We wish we had all the answers, but we don’t. We can report that we have seen
some victims get some temporary (short term) relief from implant control, which
gives us hope that if all of us pull together and exchange what we are
attempting to do, and what we learn that we will defeat them. Unfortunately,
many implant victims are people who they have identified as isolated and without
a support system. Perhaps the first step might be for victims to break their
isolation, learn how to be good friends with others, and step out of the corner
that the NWO has backed each of them into.
INTEGRATION, understanding
For years the goal of therapy has been "to integrate" the multiple. We believe
that a more realistic and advantageous goal would be to allow the victim’s
system to decide upon what form of functional unit they want to be, whether that
is a well-organized company, or a close-knit family, or a single identity. The
goal is to stabilize and create a functioning "person". Everyone, non-multiples
included, consist of competing parts in their minds. Even the great saint Paul,
who God used so powerfully, said I do that which I don’t want to do. Hollywood
movies and several popular books have promoted unrealistic expectations that
programmed multiples can simply do some integration work and be done. Support
people use two words "integration" and "fusion" to describe various stages of
the crumbling of dissociative barriers between alters. At one end of the
spectrum is what is called "an apparent partial fusion" and at the other end is
"full integration." Many programmed multiples terminate their therapy before the
therapist has much of an idea what the therapist is looking at. Because the
front parts of a system are amnesiac to the deeper levels, there have been
numerous cases where clients fully believed they were integrated, but the client
was unaware of the numerous levels of alters hidden away. Nor will they probably
ever detect these levels. Is multiplicity the real problem of programmed slaves,
or is their slavery the real problem? The therapists have had a tendency to want
to rescue the slave from their multiplicity while not rescuing them from their
slavery. The multiplicity is the slave’s principal survival mechanism for
enduring the slavery. The issues of safety for these DID (MPD) slaves are still
not being addressed, even after over a century of examination by psychologists
on DID. Not only do we have problems within DID clients, but we have problems
within the professional community.
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Some therapists have decided that multiples are refusing to integrate because
they like the attention they get from the therapist (or others) being a
multiple. While this may occur, it strikes us as premature for most therapists
to judge the victim this way, when they still have such a limited grasp of the
programming and the other features of mind-control. Most therapists still do not
even recognize that there is a World Order that is controlled by the abusers.
Some Counselling courses are teaching their students that multiplicity gives a
person a superiority over people who are non-multiples, because it gives them a
broader repertoire of actions and abilities. When Fritz took counselling, his
college instructor encouraged all would-be counsellors to create a pseudo-type
of multiplicity. When a multiple system develops a high degree of internal
cooperation and communication between various alters and levels, they may feel
compelled to hold onto the system’s multiplicity because it gives them such a
wide amplitude of actions, and makes accountability more difficult. Even though
there are distinct advantages (or at least what appear to be distinct
advantages), there are times for all programmed multiples when their
multiplicity is simply "hell". Fusion is generally a process. It is similar to
two people getting to know each other’s lives. A full integration is when they
become one. Is this becoming one like two people marrying, or is it like two
bodies/brains actually physically merging? A full integration is the complete
merger of the two dissociative parts of the mind, however, much of what is
called "integration" is really more like the marriage of two individuals--and
the reader knows that divorces do happen, in the external world and they also
happen between alters that "integrate" in this fashion. The longer the marriage
the more chance for the union.
While it is true that as long as there is dissociation left and alters, the
Network has a foothold to exploit; but another reality is, even if the person
integrated fully, the threat that the Network could grab the person and
manipulate his or her mind still exists. Again the question must be asked, "What
is the primary problem, the multiplicity or the slavery?" The primary block to
integration is programming. And the programming is held in place by demonic
entities, lack of safety, dissociation, force of habit, alters who believe they
want the programming, and the core splits and the core. While we will not go
into the full details of how integration-blocking programs are put in, the
therapist needs to understand that the client has received lots of heavy
programming not to integrate. Trying to integrate doesn’t feel like moving to
safety, it feels like moving toward death, and if the support team is not
careful, trying to integrate alters could easily result in triggered suicide
programs actually being acted out. The therapist tells the client in glowing
terms how happy they will be to integrate, but the client only feels the death
programs that are attached to any thoughts of integration. It seems that
therapists could be more discrete and get what they want to accomplish through
the back door, rather than tearing down the house trying to get through a
booby-trapped front door. One of the best ways is to tell a story (such as Jesus
did, and Milton Erickson did) that by-passes the grid of mental resistance and
reaches the subconscious heart of a person’s thought processes. Creating these
kinds of stories allow the therapist to develop his or her own creativity. The
stories do not even need to be fiction, they just need to be anecdotes that
evoke the subconscious to make the connection to the moral, without the mind’s
resistance to change being triggered. For instance, there was once a man who
found a piece of glass while he was walking. It was so beautiful. Later, he
found a gemstone while he was out in the woods. Over a period of time he found
many beautiful things and he put them together in a mosaic. The different colors
of the gems worked so well together that they created a masterpiece, for the
unified whole was far superior to the beauty of the individual pieces.
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INTERNAL INFORMATION, how to get i.i.
The great philosophers have encouraged men to "Know thyself." Self-awareness is
easier said than done; it is hard for anyone to crawl into one’s own head to see
how it works. Our conscious minds reveal precious little about how our conscious
thoughts surface from deep in the mind. Whether one is a multiple or not, the
mind does a great deal of thinking without thinking about it. Many of the
important articles of my second half to this book have been devoted to how to
get internal information, for instance:
· Communication Issues
· Fear issues
· Trust Issues
· Alters, deep, how to work with d. a.
· Biography
· Dreamwork
· Hypnosis, self, ins & outs
· Mapping
The material we have provided on structuring will give many insights into how
the Illuminati slave’s system is set up. As you may know, things begin with the
four elements & then are layered outward like an onion. The entire thing fits
together like a 3-D puzzle. The grid that the handler carries with him, will
spell out the who, where, what and why of the system. Everything in the system
represents something. Simple things can often be important pieces. This article
deals with learning how the client’s mind works. We’ll provide a few more
specific insights on how to get internal information, in addition to the above
articles. Initially, the client’s mind is working on trust. Information will
begin flowing once some trust is established. Build the trust first. Initially,
the therapist will be trying to establish if the person is a programmed DID.
Once that is secure in the therapist’s mind, the therapist can begin assisting
the client to discover what he can not find without the aid of the support team
about how the client’s mind is working. And a giant puzzle begins to be
assembled. One of the most difficult things to achieve is a coherent chronology
of the person’s life. As more and more information is journalled and recorded
the puzzle will piece itself together. Of course, the therapist needs to take
good notes, or have an assistant do this. It is often beneficial for the
principle alters involved in therapy to see the notes. Another way to do this is
to have the sessions tape recorded and let the system go home with the tape and
see if they can build upon what was in the session. The slave’s mind is
programmed to believe that they will die if anything about the internal world is
learned or seen. When information is recovered and they survive its recovery
they expose the lie. It will be uncomfortable for alters to go against the
programming, but they will soon demonstrate to themselves that they will not be
dead the next day for learning about their programming.
Assisting the victim to see.
Some therapists are having great success teaching primary alters how to do
self-hypnosis in order to trance deep. By doing this, alters can go down and
retrieve information. Another way to get information is simply to speak through
to the subconscious. The therapist wants to make each alter feel relaxed. Alters
in deep trance states & deep kitten alters may feel more comfortable with dim
lighting. One can’t automatically assume that alters will feel most comfortable
laying on a couch. Sometimes that feels too close to when they were programmed.
Alters should be allowed to choose where they feel most comfortable, on a chair,
a couch, or in a corner. They can be allowed to find the place they will feel
safest in. Often when the client goes looking, the host alter simply does not
see its internal world. During the therapy, there will be a sense that
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something exists there, but the client will not know how to tag it. You know how
you have a nagging thought that you have left something behind, but the
description of whatever it was, has not surfaced? Many times all the victim is
aware of, is that something seems to be there. To deal with this, the alters can
turn lights on, shine the light of the Holy Spirit on things, put windows in,
reconfigure mirrors so they can be rotated, or are made from 1-way mirrors into
2-way mirrors. Then the images that come through 2-way mirrors can be enlarged
until something comes into view. Many times, with the Alice In Wonderland
programming, things behind mirrors are small specks in the grass. Perhaps they
see only Mr. Nobody. Like the song, ‘Your nobody called today...", the fact that
Mr. Nobody is there is a clue that he is there. (Figuring out Mr. Nobody is
common sense, he is mentioned just to remind us how things are hidden.)
Difficulties, pre-existing & created.
As a programmed multiple is worked with, they may seem calm on the outside,
while all hell is breaking loose on the inside. One of the triggers that
therapists often unnecessarily push is that they talk about how the alter is
part of the whole. The alters will discover this for themselves. But every time
the therapist verbalizes it, they trigger programming, and then various alters
get triggered & upset. They feel like their I.D. is being taken away. They do
need to learn that they are part of a whole, but it can be learned quietly over
a period of time. The mind will slowly assimilate the reality of it.
Occasionally, alters will give a therapist a concocted answer to deflect more
questions. Another difficulty is that the therapist and alters will almost
always discover the cover story & the cover programming first. There is an art
to asking questions to multiples and an art to interpreting the answers. It’s
O.K. for the victim to only have pieces. It’s O.K. for the victim to change
things as progress is made. Initially, the front alters will be trying to work
through a great deal of false memories, planted thoughts, and programming. There
is a knowing in the mind, between a planted thought and a real one. This knowing
is hard to describe, but part of this knowing is the difference in impact a real
trauma memory has in comparison to a false memory attached to a stringer of
programming. The false memory will have emotions attached, but the intensity is
much less, and these emotions do not linger like the impact of real traumas.
After a while the victim will begin to discern the difference between the real
and the false. A standard trauma for children is to lock them in a trunk, and
dump the trunk into a body of water where a.the trunk fills with water, b. the
child drowns, and c. is resuscitated in time to not suffer brain damage. How
does the victim’s mind remember this? The young child doesn’t have a fully
developed ability to anticipate. They have been locked in boxes before. From
having debriefed children of these traumas, it is manifest that they never
remember
the drowning (which takes anticipation), what they remember crystal clear is the
terror of being locked in a dark box (which connects with their memories of
similar traumas). The emotional affect of this trauma will be dissociated.
Another reason why information processing slows down is that information is not
processed with its affect, its emotional content. After the therapist asks,
"What do you see?" he can ask, "How does this make you feel?" By encouraging the
feelings, the memories get worked on rather than being stuffed. When memories
get stuffed, then the next layer of memories is harder to reach.
At times when a particular area of a system is worked in, the client may feel
certain feelings. "Why do you feel certain ways when you work on certain areas?"
And if that feeling is "I’m bad", then rewrite a reverse program, so that each
time the alter hears "I’m bad", it hears
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& thinks "I’m good." The programmers depend upon the mind not wanting to believe
itself. When one dissociated part of the mind creates something, the other parts
are not in touch with that creation. For instance, parts create their home or
environment that they live in. If another part were to try to get in touch with
that internal home, it all seems like hearsay, second hand information. If you
were the fourth born son, you would not remember the first few years of the
first born son’s life! It is no different for the fourth split to try to get in
touch with the first split’s history. It was created afterwards & it has none of
the early memories of the first split. The client asks the therapist, "You want
me to believe I have rivers, if there are rivers there, then why don’t I know?"
If the therapist is not careful, the client (unable to see the internal world)
may think the therapist is a wee bit crazy. You may get responses such as
"What’s a castle?" "Why would I want to go into a graveyard, and dig up old
bones? That’s scary." Some directions are not in the best interest of the
therapy. It is not advisable to get the castle librarian. It is more important
not to destablize the system, than any good that would be achieved in this
direction.
Where to search for information.
The multiples’ mind will play a mental hide and seek with the therapist. The
therapist is looking for holes in which to work through the system. Make a
guess, and investigate it with some shrewd test. Try by-passing programming
roadblocks with ambiguous statements, that the victim’s mind has to put into its
own context. Much of what we hear in life is ambiguous, except that it is said
in some context. Without a given context, the mind has to find one of its own.
This is the science of how the mind represents ideas inside its mind. The
therapist can gain insights if they will talk to the fear & talk to the anxiety.
These emotions may be hiding parts behind them. When a particular alter is
having a panic attack, the particular alter may not be able to see the alter
with the panic emotions behind it. When you find an alter, main alters may have
several roles for the outside world, and several internal jobs. Special purpose
fragments, who have no history, are simply parts for a particular job. The
therapist can ask questions such as, What does such & such smell smell like? The
therapist can talk about their phobias & about their reactions to different
foods. If the system has done or will do art work, and if the therapist will
talk long enough about it, then they are likely to get someone pop up who can
tell you about it. Questions like, "What do you see in the mind?" encourage the
alters to start seeing what is happening in their internal world.
Therapists should look for the blue rooms, which are balancing points and a good
place to start on each level. The magical room is a room full of gidgets and
gadgets. There will be 26 rooms, two for each color. Look for the trees, such as
"Do you have any trees in your system? Ask your mind." One novel way to gain
insights into a client, would be for the client to give a signed release to the
therapist on paper that the therapist can come to the client’s house and observe
in order to understand better what the client is all about, and what the
situation is for the client. Another novel way to by-pass programming and to
give dehumanized alters a sense of who they are is to give their handwriting to
a graphoanalyst for a handwriting analysis.
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JOBS, new ones for alters
During the work on a system, there are different opportunities to encourage
alters to step away from their programming, and carry out another job, role or
task. Sometimes when the programming has collapsed, it has been appropriate to
give alters new garments & new internal jobs. (This is also useful in
delineating between demonic alter imitations -demonic constructs--and real
alters.) In cases where the programming has entirely collapsed but the alters
are not at a place to integrate, mt. schools can be set up for alters to get to
know each other & learn new ideas. In terms of working with a particular alter,
the therapist can inquire about what the alter’s internal job & history is, and
what the alter can do besides that. Often the alter will say that there is
nothing else he/she is interested in. But if the alter has creativity, the
therapist may be able to direct that creativity in a new direction. If the alter
is afraid of a particular task, the therapist might be able to use the alter’s
creativity for he/she to mentally rehearse the job that it fears, where the
alter takes control & has a positive outcome. This mental rehearsing may be
enough of a calmer for the alter to successfully succeed at the new but feared
non-programmed task. If an alter learns a new job, or role or task, he/she in
turn can be an internal team leader to teach things to other alters. He can be
the eyes for those alters that still need to learn how to function in the
outside world in some task. Deeper alters will have only experienced the outside
world in a programmed state. To take the body in an unprogrammed state will be a
sharper experience, and the body will feel different. They will need to have
their confusion over norms and boundaries clarified. They will have to slowly
learn that they can handle a new responsibility. The rest of the alters will
watch, and they will have to show that they can earn respect in the way they
take on the new responsibility.
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JUSTICE SYSTEM, dealing with the broken j.s.
The reader is probably not surprised that anyone who has the audacity to write
about how to deprogram multiples also has an article on how to deal with the
justice system. Writing about the justice system could take a book, and choices
of titles might be, "How to ride a dead horse." "How to jump into quicksand." or
"How to win by trial and error." We really don’t have any good advice about
"justice", in fact in terms of legal advice we don’t have any--except to say
stay as far a way from legal problems as possible. And most of the readers
already knew that. So now that the reader knows that we are all on common
ground--or should we say, legal quicksand, we are relieved of any burden to
actually accomplish anything in this article, which is about the way you will
feel about the legal system once you get involved with its fast-as-molasses
process. When dealing with lawyers, it helps to repeat the following mantra, "My
time is not important. Time is very important for lawyers." Most people have
poor methodology when searching for a good lawyer. Looking for a good lawyer is
like looking for a good therapist, and if you don’t find the former you may want
to find the latter. Since most people have plenty of time on their hands, we
suggest that you go down to the courthouse and watch lawyers in action. This is
probably the best way to see how your prospective lawyer functions. Lawyers are
modern-day gladiators, at least that is what we want them to be. One supreme
court justice said 50% of the lawyers are incompetent to work in the courts, and
the bar association defended lawyers by counter claiming that the figure is only
20% are incompetent. Whatever figure you want to believe in is irrelevant,
because the blindfolded lady who was holding the scales disappeared long ago
while the lawyers had their backs turned litigating. If you poke and prod a
gooey mess on the ground, you will finally figure out what the solution is. We
figure that with enough prodding, the reader will finally figure something out.
Most of the time, they conclude that the lawyer ripped them off. The lawyer
didn’t create the mess (well--maybe they did historically--but your lawyer
didn’t personally create the mess the judicial system is in--he is just like
you, trying to figure out how to ride a dead horse. The only difference is that
he gets paid a large fee to do it.) You have to watch your lawyer bills, some
lawyers have abnormal calculators. Try to find a lawyer that you can communicate
with, and who is honest, and who is on the same wavelength as you. At this point
you’re probably feeling that you’re in a lot of trouble. And that is the whole
point of this, we’re in a heap of trouble. The roots of our freedoms are being
killed. The Bill of Rights is essentially a dead tree, waiting to be cut up and
hauled off. So what are your chances of success with the legal system? I guess
we all need to take a hard look at our dead horse, and give it a proper burial,
and see if we can substitute a live one into its place. The problem is that the
legal system is in the unique position of being granted the power to justify
itself legally. If you thought you were going to get an answer on this
page--well, we did experientially, you got as much here as you will likely get
in the justice system, and it cost a lot less. Now how’s that for a great deal!
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MAPPING
The subject of mapping a system concerns the task of putting down on paper how
the mind of the victim has been structured. It goes almost without saying that
the therapist should be familiar with what has been written by the authors of
this book in both this book and the Vol. 2 Formula book. The information in our
books will take out lots of guesswork on mapping a system. If one understands
programmed DID (MPD), one will immediately know numerous items & alters that a
system will have to have. Just as common sense teaches us that a particular type
of farm will have particular items, likewise an IlIum, system HAS to have many
of the items we have described in detail. For instance, on a regular 13 x 13
grid of programs, the first square typically named 6.6 will have the program SEE
NO EVIL, DO NO EVIL, HEAR NO EVIL--No-talk type messages linked to a suicide
program. The alters will have both an internal world created for them, as well
as a secret code grid. ln both the internal world and within the grid, will be
demonic interjects, demonic constructs. Within both the computer grids and the
alters worlds, there will be a center point upon which things will collapse, but
can be rebuilt by the subconscious mind which is still programmed. The
structuring is a layering effect. The assistant programmers will have the small
child write scribbles, because the scribble designs are important for the
subconscious. The structuring begins in the subconscious. There are many reasons
why mapping is important. First, many alters will be in denial that they are
part of a multiple personality system. They need to break their denial to move
forward. Second, many alters are unaware of how their system is constructed.
They need to discover their structure to begin alter communication. Third, for
the skilled therapist, there are approaches that can be taken to get past
surface programs to erase large sections of programs. Fourth, as the therapist
tries to organize the vast amount of information & notes they take, it is very
helpful to be able to use the preexisting organization of the client, in order
to file information. If the therapist does not keep track of the structure, they
will have a pile of disorganized notes. Fifth, mapping will expose positions of
alters, who may otherwise remain undiscovered due to their oaths of silence.
Initially, the therapist must build trust. The therapist may want to work at
this before the entire support team is brought together. Trust is the foundation
for mapping. It will flow down through a system and work like a protective
cover. The victim needs to begin to journal, do art work, or if possible talk to
the therapist. There will be powerful "no-talk" programs, like the one just
mentioned on the 6.6 cell on the alpha grid. Somehow, in whatever fashion will
work, the victim will need to circumvent the no-talk programs and the suicide
programs, to begin to discover him or her self. The alters can begin to do a
history, who are they, what has happened to them, what is their job, why were
they "born", how old are they, etc. Many of the front alters will at best only
be aware of 4 or 5 of themselves. All parts of a programmed multiple are
important to recovery. Each part needs to discover what family of alters it
belongs to, and how it can interact & communicate with others. Becoming
co-conscious with each other is a powerful step toward defeating the
programming. Alters can not truly be eliminated from the mind of a programmed
multiple, because they are a dissociated part of the mind. That is why the
programmers build dumping places for "dead" alters and other unusable parts, and
fragments. Demonic introjects can be cast out, and indeed need to be. Ministers
that try to tidy up the mind of programmed multiples by casting out alters have
caused untold misery to many victims. At best, they have simply caused the
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front host alter to go into denial that the system still has many alters. This
greatly aids the programmers and handlers, because this is what they want to
happen. Working on an alter system with programming running is very difficult.
It is like working on an airplane that is flying. The therapist begins to feel
like an acrobat, trying to carry out skillful stunts. It is understandable how
for temporary purposes, the therapist may tell the victim: "your mind created
that, it can do away with that." Alters, landscapes, programs, etc. are simply
constructs of the mind. If the person’s mind will accept the removal of a mental
image, the therapist may want to use such abilities to gain some control over
the "flying airplane" that they want to ground so they can work on it. But
removing alters, computers, programs etc. are not easy answers. Alters are
actually parts of the mind, and the mind naturally uses its survival instincts
to protect each part. Computers and programs will rebuild unless their anchoring
mechanisms are taken out. Erasing memories is another trap. Memories are coded
and laid in on the grids too. Again the simple solution seems to be to delete
the memories--but that again is not the answer. That simply drives the memories
deeper, just like alters will secretly hide deeper if they think the therapist
wants "to kill them". The victim’s mind is very skilled in moving its
dissociative pieces around, so it will stay a jump ahead of the therapist.
Memories can be "washed" with the negative emotional parts of them saved in a
jar. In order to map, the therapist may want to teach alters how to construct
safe places in the mind. Experience has shown, that if a hypnotic-created image
of a safe place is constructed, the internal programmers can usually figure out
a method to destroy the safe place in approximately 24 hours. With ongoing work,
the imagery may survive several days. As the reader has begun to see, the
solution to mapping is simply lots of hard work. Most of the short cuts do not
work. There are skilled methods to access deeper alters who know the maps of the
systems, but remember the internal worlds are mental constructs that can be
shifted by the mind. If there is a skilled member of the support team who is
around the victim most of the time and who can take notes, then a great deal can
be learned. During day-to-day life, many things will trigger the victim, and as
the programming falls apart the MPD will become more visible.
To those who are unfamiliar with programmed DID (MPD), especially relatives,
they may view the therapy with horror, because instead of a single person (the
front host) now they have a team, or a group, or a world of alters who come and
go. It seems that the therapy has created the multiplicity. The therapy has only
uncovered what was hidden in secrecy by the programming, but those unfamiliar
with programming generally don’t understand what is taking place. Many alters
will only show themselves in specialized situations. This is why a variety of
activities, a variety of triggering movies, and a variety of hours/days/months
are needed to begin to spot and identify new alters. This is where the limited
time that the therapist sees the client greatly limits the therapists ability to
understand what their client is about. The host alter may come into therapy for
years, even though the deeper parts are coming out at night, when nobody else
will spot them. There are a variety of methods to get alters to surface, and a
variety of ways to get them to dissociate. If a therapist needs to get beyond an
alter, they might try talking about something that will cause the alter to
dissociate, and then doing things that encourage the part they want to come up.
Mapping will call for trust, ingenuity, patience, and good notekeeping. We
recommend it.
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