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Introduction
Nikola Tesla was born in Croatia (then part of Austria-Hungary) on
July 9, 1856, and died January 7, 1943. He was the electrical
engineer who invented the AC (alternating current) induction motor,
which made the universal transmission and distribution of
electricity possible. Tesla began his studies in physics and
mathematics at Graz Polytechnic, and then took philosophy at the
University of Prague. He worked as an electrical engineer in
Budapest, Hungary, and subsequently in
France and Germany. In 1888
his discovery that a magnetic field could be made to rotate if two
coils at right angles are supplied with AC current 90Á out of phase
made possible the invention of the AC induction motor. The major
advantage of this motor being its brush less operation, which many
at the time believed impossible.
Tesla moved to the United States in 1884, where he worked for
Thomas
Edison who quickly became a rival Edison being an advocate of the
inferior DC power transmission system. During this time, Tesla was
commissioned with the design of the AC generators installed at
Niagara Falls. George Westinghouse purchased the patents to his
induction motor, and made it the basis of the Westinghouse power
system which still underlies the modern electrical power industry
today. He also did notable research on high-voltage electricity and
wireless communication; at one point creating an earthquake which
shook the ground for several miles around his New York laboratory.
He also devised a system which anticipated worldwide wireless
communications, fax machines, radar, radio-guided missiles and
aircraft.
Nikola Tesla is the true unsung prophet of the electronic age;
without whom our radio, auto ignition, telephone, alternating
current power generation and transmission, radio and television
would all have been impossible. Yet his life and times have vanished
largely from public access. This autobiography is released to remedy
this situation.
Table of Contents
Chapter 1—Early Life
Chapter 2—Extraordinary Experiences
Chapter 3—The Rotary Magnetic Field
Chapter 4—Tesla Coil and Transformer
Chapter 5—The Influences That Shape Our Destiny
Chapter 6—The Magnifying Transmitter
Chapter
1—Early Life
The progressive development of man is vitally dependent on
invention. It is the most important product of his creative brain.
Its ultimate purpose is the complete mastery of mind over the
material world, the harnessing of the forces of nature to human
needs. This is the difficult task of the inventor who is often
misunderstood and unrewarded. But he finds ample compensation in the
pleasing exercises of his powers and in the knowledge of being one
of that exceptionally privileged class without whom the race would
have long ago perished in the bitter struggle against pitiless
elements. Speaking for myself, I have already had more than my full
measure of this exquisite enjoyment; so much, that for many years my
life was little short of continuous rapture. I am credited with
being one of the hardest workers and perhaps I am, if thought is the
equivalent of labour, for I have devoted to it almost all of my
waking hours. But if work is interpreted to be a definite
performance in a specified time according to a rigid rule, then I
may be the worst of idlers.
Every effort under compulsion demands a sacrifice of life-energy. I
never paid such a price. On the contrary, I have thrived on my
thoughts. In attempting to give a connected and faithful account of
my activities in this story of my life, I must dwell, however
reluctantly, on the impressions of my youth and the circumstances
and events which have been instrumental in determining my career.
Our first endeavors are purely instinctive prompting of an
imagination vivid and undisciplined. As we grow older reason asserts
itself and we become more and more systematic and designing. But
those early impulses, though not immediately productive, are of the
greatest moment and may shape our very destinies. Indeed, I feel now
that had I understood and cultivated instead of suppressing them, I
would have added substantial value to my bequest to the world.
But not until I had attained manhood did I realize that I was an
inventor. This was due to a number of causes. In the first place I
had a brother who was gifted to an extraordinary degree; one of
those rare phenomena of mentality which biological investigation has
failed to explain. His premature death left my earth parents
disconsolate. (I will explain my remark about my "earth parents"
later.) We owned a horse which had been presented to us by a dear
friend. It was a magnificent animal of Arabian breed, possessed of
almost human intelligence, and was cared for and petted by the whole
family, having on one occasion saved my dear father's life under
remarkable circumstances.
My father had been called one winter night to perform an urgent duty
and while crossing the mountains, infested by wolves, the horse
became frightened and ran away, throwing him violently to the
ground. It arrived home bleeding and exhausted, but after the alarm
was sounded, immediately dashed off again, returning to the spot,
and before the searching party were far on the way they were met by
my father, who had recovered consciousness and remounted, not
realizing that he had been lying in the snow for several hours. This
horse was responsible for my brother's injuries from which he died.
I witnessed the tragic scene and although so many years have elapsed
since, my visual impression of it has lost none of its force. The
recollection of his attainments made every effort of mine seem dull
in comparison. Anything I did that was creditable merely caused my
parents to feel their loss more keenly. So I grew up with little
confidence in myself.
But I was far from being considered a stupid boy, if I am to judge
from an incident of which I have still a strong remembrance. One day
the Aldermen were passing through a street where I was playing with
other boys. The oldest of these venerable gentlemen, a wealthy
citizen, paused to give a silver piece to each of us. Coming to me,
he suddenly stopped and commanded, "Look in my eyes." I met his
gaze, my hand outstretched to receive the much valued coin, when to
my dismay, he said, "No, not much; you can get nothing from me. You
are too smart." They used to tell a funny story about me. I had two
old aunts with wrinkled faces, one of them having two teeth
protruding like the tusks of an elephant, which she buried in my
cheek every time she kissed me. Nothing would scare me more then the
prospects of being by these affectionate, unattractive relatives. It
happened that while being carried in my mother's arms, they asked
who was the prettier of the two. After examining their faces
intently, I answered thoughtfully, pointing to one of them, "This
here is not as ugly as the other."
Then again, I was intended from my very birth, for the clerical
profession and this thought constantly oppressed me. I longed to be
an engineer, but my father was inflexible. He was the son of an
officer who served in the army of the Great Napoleon and in common
with his brother, professor of mathematics in a prominent
institution, had received a military education; but, singularly
enough, later embraced the clergy in which vocation he achieved
eminence. He was a very erudite man, a veritable natural
philosopher, poet and writer and his sermons were said to be as
eloquent as those of Abraham a-Sancta-Clara. He had a prodigious
memory and frequently recited at length from works in several
languages. He often remarked playfully that if some of the classics
were lost he could restore them. His style of writing was much
admired. He penned sentences short and terse and full of wit and
satire. The humorous remarks he made were always peculiar and
characteristic. Just to illustrate, I may mention one or two
instances. Among the help, there was a cross-eyed man called Mane,
employed to do work around the farm. He was chopping wood one day.
As he swung the axe, my father, who stood nearby and felt very
uncomfortable, cautioned him, "For God's sake, Mane, do not strike
at what you are looking but at what you intend to hit."
On another occasion he was taking out for a drive, a friend who
carelessly permitted his costly fur coat to rub on the carriage
wheel. My father reminded him of it saying, "Pull in your coat; you
are ruining my tire." He had the odd habit of talking to himself and
would often carry on an animated conversation and indulge in heated
argument, changing the tone of his voice. A casual listener might
have sworn that several people were in the room. Although I must
trace to my mother's influence whatever inventiveness I possess, the
training he gave me must have been helpful. It comprised all sorts
of exercises - as, guessing one another's thoughts, discovering the
defects of some form of expression, repeating long sentences or
performing mental calculations. These daily lessons were intended to
strengthen memory and reason, and especially to develop the critical
sense, and were undoubtedly very beneficial. My mother descended
from one of the oldest families in the country and a line of
inventors. Both her father and grandfather originated numerous
implements for household, agricultural and other uses. She was a
truly great woman, of rare skill, courage and fortitude, who had
braved the storms of life and passed through many a trying
experience. When she was sixteen, a virulent pestilence swept the
country. Her father was called away to administer the last
sacraments to the dying and during his absence she went alone to the
assistance of a neighboring family who were stricken by the dread
disease. She bathed, clothed and laid out the bodies, decorating
them with flowers according to the custom of the country and when
her father returned he found everything ready for a Christian
burial.
My mother was an inventor of the first order and would, I believe,
have achieved great things had she not been so remote from modern
life and its multi fold opportunities. She invented and constructed
all kinds of tools and devices and wove the finest designs from
thread which was spun by her. She even planted seeds, raised the
plants and separated the fibbers herself. She worked indefatigably,
from break of day till late at night, and most of the wearing
apparel and furnishings of the home were the product of her hands.
When she was past sixty, her fingers were still nimble enough to tie
three knots in an eyelash. There was another and still more
important reason for my late awakening. In my boyhood I suffered
from a peculiar affliction due to the appearance of images, often
accompanied by strong flashes of light, which marred the sight of
real objects and interfered with my thoughts and action.
They were
pictures of things and scenes which i had really seen, never of
those imagined. When a word was spoken to me the image of the object
it designated would present itself vividly to my vision and
sometimes I was quite unable to distinguish weather what I saw was
tangible or not. This caused me great discomfort and anxiety. None
of the students of psychology or physiology whom i have consulted,
could ever explain satisfactorily these phenomenon. They seem to
have been unique although I was probably predisposed as I know that
my brother experienced a similar trouble. The theory I have
formulated is that the images were the result of a reflex action
from the brain on the retina under great excitation.
They certainly
were not hallucinations such as are produced in diseased and
anguished minds, for in other respects I was normal and composed. To
give an idea of my distress, suppose that I had witnessed a funeral
or some such nerve-wracking spectacle. The, inevitably, in the
stillness of night, a vivid picture of the scene would thrust itself
before my eyes and persist despite all my efforts to banish it. If
my explanation is correct, it should be possible to project on a
screen the image of any object one conceives and make it visible.
Such an advance would revolutionize all human relations. I am
convinced that this wonder can and will be accomplished in time to
come. I may add that I have devoted much thought to the solution of
the problem.
I have managed to reflect such a picture, which i have seen in my
mind, to the mind of another person, in another room. To free myself
of these tormenting appearances, I tried to concentrate my mind on
something else I had seen, and in this way I would often obtain
temporary relief; but in order to get it I had to conjure
continuously new images. It was not long before I found that I had
exhausted all of those at my command; my 'reel' had run out as it
were, because I had seen little of the world -- only objects in my
home and the immediate surroundings. As I performed these mental
operations for the second or third time, in order to chase the
appearances from my vision, the remedy gradually lost all its force.
Then I instinctively commenced to make excursions beyond the limits
of the small world of which I had knowledge, and I saw new scenes.
These were at first very blurred and indistinct, and would flit away
when I tried to concentrate my attention upon them. They gained in
strength and distinctness and finally assumed the concreteness of
real things. I soon discovered that my best comfort was attained if
I simply went on in my vision further and further, getting new
impressions all the time, and so I began to travel; of course, in my
mind. Every night, (and sometimes during the day), when alone, I
would start on my journeys -- see new places, cities and countries;
live there, meet people and make friendships and acquaintances and,
however unbelievable, it is a fact that they were just as dear to me
as those in actual life, and not a bit less intense in their
manifestations. This I did constantly until I was about seventeen,
when my thoughts turned seriously to invention.
Then I observed to
my delight that i could visualize with the greatest facility. I
needed no models, drawings or experiments. I could picture them all
as real in my mind. Thus I have been led unconsciously to evolve
what I consider a new method of materializing inventive concepts and
ideas, which is radially opposite to the purely experimental and is
in my opinion ever so much more expeditious and efficient.
The moment one constructs a device to carry into practice a crude
idea, he finds himself unavoidably engrossed with the details of the
apparatus. As he goes on improving and reconstructing, his force of
concentration diminishes and he loses sight of the great underlying
principle. Results may be obtained, but always at the sacrifice of
quality. My method is different. I do not rush into actual work.
When I get an idea, I start at once building it up in my
imagination. I change the construction, make improvements and
operate the device in my mind. It is absolutely immaterial to me
whether I run my turbine in thought or test it in my shop. I even
note if it is out of balance. There is no difference whatever; the
results are the same. In this way I am able to rapidly develop and
perfect a conception without touching anything.
When I have gone so
far as to embody in the invention every possible improvement I can
think of and see no fault anywhere, I put into concrete form this
final product of my brain. Invariably my device works as I conceived
that it should, and the experiment comes out exactly as I planned
it. In twenty years there has not been a single exception. Why
should it be otherwise? Engineering, electrical and mechanical, is
positive in results. There is scarcely a subject that cannot be
examined beforehand, from the available theoretical and practical
data. The carrying out into practice of a crude idea as is being
generally done, is, I hold, nothing but a waste of energy, money,
and time.
My early affliction had however, another compensation. The incessant
mental exertion developed my powers of observation and enabled me to
discover a truth of great importance. I had noted that the
appearance of images was always preceded by actual vision of scenes
under peculiar and generally very exceptional conditions, and I was
impelled on each occasion to locate the original impulse. After a
while this effort grew to be almost automatic and I gained great
facility in connecting cause and effect. Soon I became aware, to my
surprise, that every thought I conceived was suggested by an
external impression. Not only this but all my actions were prompted
in a similar way. In the course of time it became perfectly evident
to me that I was merely an automation endowed with power of movement
responding to the stimuli of the sense organs and thinking and
acting accordingly.
The practical result of this was the art of tele
automatics which has been so far carried out only in an imperfect
manner. Its latent possibilities will, however be eventually shown.
I have been years planning self-controlled automata and believe that
mechanisms can be produced which will act as if possessed of reason,
to a limited degree, and will create a revolution in many commercial
and industrial departments. I was about twelve years of age when I
first succeeded in banishing an image from my vision by willful
effort, but I never had any control over the flashes of light to
which I have referred. They were, perhaps, my strangest and [most]
inexplicable experience. They usually occurred when I found myself
in a dangerous or distressing situations or when i was greatly
exhilarated. In some instances i have seen all the air around me
filled with tongues of living flame. Their intensity, instead of
diminishing, increased with time and seemingly attained a maximum
when I was about twenty-five years old.
While in Paris in 1883, a prominent French manufacturer sent me an
invitation to a shooting expedition which I accepted. I had been
long confined to the factory and the fresh air had a wonderfully
invigorating effect on me. On my return to the city that night, I
felt a positive sensation that my brain had caught fire. I was a
light as though a small sun was located in it and I passed the whole
night applying cold compressions to my tortured head. Finally the
flashes diminished in frequency and force but it took more than
three weeks before they wholly subsided. When a second invitation
was extended to me, my answer was an emphatic NO!
These luminous phenomena still manifest themselves from time to
time, as when a new idea opening up possibilities strikes me, but
they are no longer exciting, being of relatively small intensity.
When I close my eyes I invariably observe first, a background of
very dark and uniform blue, not unlike the sky on a clear but
starless night. In a few seconds this field becomes animated with
innumerable scintillating flakes of green, arranged in several
layers and advancing towards me. Then there appears, to the right, a
beautiful pattern of two systems of parallel and closely spaced
lines, at right angles to one another, in all sorts of colors with
yellow, green, and gold predominating. Immediately thereafter, the
lines grow brighter and the whole is thickly sprinkled with dots of
twinkling light. This picture moves slowly across the field of
vision and in about ten seconds vanishes on the left, leaving behind
a ground of rather unpleasant and inert grey until the second phase
is reached. Every time, before falling asleep, images of persons or
objects flit before my view. When I see them I know I am about to
lose consciousness. If they are absent and refuse to come, it means
a sleepless night. To what an extent imagination played in my early
life, I may illustrate by another odd experience.
Like most children, I was fond of jumping and developed an intense
desire to support myself in the air. Occasionally a strong wind
richly charged with oxygen blew from the mountains, rendering my
body light as cork and then I would leap and float in space for a
long time. It was a delightful sensation and my disappointment was
keen when later I undeceived myself. During that period I contracted
many strange likes, dislikes and habits, some of which I can trace
to external impressions while others are unaccountable.
I had a
violent aversion against the earring of women, but other ornaments,
as bracelets, pleased me more or less according to design. The sight
of a pearl would almost give me a fit, but I was fascinated with the
glitter of crystals or objects with sharp edges and plane surfaces.
I would not touch the hair of other people except, perhaps at the
point of a revolver. I would get a fever by looking at a peach and
if a piece of camphor was anywhere in the house it caused me the
keenest discomfort. Even now I am not insensible to some of these
upsetting impulses. When I drop little squares of paper in a dish
filled with liquid, I always sense a peculiar and awful taste in my
mouth. I counted the steps in my walks and calculated the cubical
contents of soup plates, coffee cups and pieces of food, otherwise
my meal was unenjoyable.
All repeated acts or operations I performed
had to be divisible by three and if I missed I felt impelled to do
it all over again, even if it took hours. Up to the age of eight
years, my character was weak and vacillating. I had neither courage
or strength to form a firm resolve. My feelings came in waves and
surges and variated unceasingly between extremes. My wishes were of
consuming force and like the heads of the hydra, they multiplied. I
was oppressed by thoughts of pain in life and death and religious
fear. I was swayed by superstitious belief and lived in constant
dread of the spirit of evil, of ghosts and ogres and other unholy
monsters of the dark. Then all at once, there came a tremendous
change which altered the course of my whole existence.
Of all things I liked books best. My father had a large library and
whenever I could manage I tried to satisfy my passion for reading.
He did not permit it and would fly in a rage when he caught me in
the act. He hid the candles when he found that I was reading in
secret. He did not want me to spoil my eyes. But I obtained tallow,
made the wicking and cast the sticks into tin forms, and every night
I would bush the keyhole and the cracks and read, often till dawn,
when all others slept and my mother started on her arduous daily
tasks . On one occasion I came across a novel entitled 'Aoafi,' (the
son of Aba), a Serbian translation of a well known Hungarian writer,
Josika. This work somehow awakened my dormant powers of will and I
began to practice self-control. At first my resolutions faded like
snow in April, but in a little while I conquered my weakness and
felt a pleasure I never knew before -- that of doing as I willed.
In the course of time this vigorous mental exercise became second to
nature. At the outset my wishes had to be subdued but gradually
desire and will grew to be identical. After years of such discipline
I gained so complete a mastery over myself that I toyed with
passions which have meant destruction to some of the strongest men.
At a certain age I contracted a mania for gambling which greatly
worried my parents. To sit down to a game of cards was for me the
quintessence of pleasure. My father led an exemplary life and could
not excuse the senseless waste of my time and money in which I
indulged. I had a strong resolve, but my philosophy was bad. I would
say to him, 'I can stop whenever I please, but it it worth while to
give up that which I would purchase with the joys of paradise?'
On
frequent occasions he gave vent to his anger and contempt, but my
mother was different. She understood the character of men and knew
that one's salvation could only be brought about through his own
efforts. One afternoon, I remember, when I had lost all my money and
was craving for a game, she came to me with a roll of bills and
said, 'Go and enjoy yourself. The sooner you lose all we possess,
the better it will be. I know that you will get over it.' She was
right. I conquered my passion then and there and only regretted that
it had not been a hundred times as strong. I not only vanquished but
tore it from my heart so as not to leave even a trace of desire.
Ever since that time I have been as indifferent to any form of
gambling as to picking teeth. During another period I smoked
excessively, threatening to ruin my health. Then my will asserted
itself and I not only stopped but destroyed all inclination. Long
ago I suffered from heart trouble until I discovered that it was due
to the innocent cup of coffee I consumed every morning. I
discontinued at once, though I confess it was not an easy task. In
this way I checked and bridled other habits and passions, and have
not only preserved my life but derived an immense amount of
satisfaction from what most men would consider privation and
sacrifice. After finishing the studies at the Polytechnic Institute
and University, I had a complete nervous breakdown and while the
malady lasted I observed many phenomena, strange and unbelievable...
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Chapter
2—Extraordinary Experiences
I shall dwell briefly on these extraordinary experiences, on account
of their possible interest to students of psychology and physiology
and also because this period of agony was of the greatest
consequence on my mental development and subsequent labors. But it
is indispensable to first relate the circumstances and conditions
which preceded them and in which might be found their partial
explanation. From childhood I was compelled to concentrate attention
upon myself. This caused me much suffering, but to my present view,
it was a blessing in disguise for it has taught me to appreciate the
inestimable value of introspection in the preservation of life, as
well as a means of achievement.
The pressure of occupation and the
incessant stream of impressions pouring into our consciousness
through all the gateways of knowledge make modern existence
hazardous in many ways. Most persons are so absorbed in the
contemplation of the outside world that they are wholly oblivious to
what is passing on within themselves. The premature death of
millions is primarily traceable to this cause. Even among those who
exercise care, it is a common mistake to avoid imaginary, and ignore
the real dangers. And what is true of an individual also applies,
more or less, to a people as a whole.
Abstinence was not always to my liking, but I find ample reward in
the agreeable experiences I am now making. Just in the hope of
converting some to my precepts and convictions I will recall one or
two. A short time ago I was returning to my hotel. It was a bitter
cold night, the ground slippery, and no taxi to be had. Half a block
behind me followed another man, evidently as anxious as myself to
get under cover. Suddenly my legs went up in the air. At the same
instant there was a flash in my brain. The nerves responded, the
muscles contracted. I swung 180 degrees and landed on my hands.
I
resumed my walk as though nothing had happened when the stranger
caught up with me. "How old are you?" he asked, surveying me
critically. "Oh, about fifty-nine," I replied, "What of it?" "Well,"
said he, "I have seen a cat do this but never a man." About a month
ago I wanted to order new eyeglasses and went to an oculist who put
me through the usual tests. He looked at me incredulously as I read
off with ease the smallest print at considerable distance. But when
I told him I was past sixty he gasped in astonishment. Friends of
mine often remark that my suits fit me like gloves but they do not
know that all my clothing is made to measurements which were taken
nearly fifteen years ago and never changed. During this same period
my weight has not varied one pound. In this connection I may tell a
funny story.
One evening, in the winter of 1885, Mr. Edison, Edward H. Johnson,
the President of the Edison Illuminating Company, Mr. Bachelor,
Manager of the works, and myself, entered a little place opposite 65
Firth Avenue, where the offices of the company were located. Someone
suggested guessing weights and I was induced to step on a scale.
Edison felt me all over and said: "Tesla weighs 152 lbs. to an
ounce," and he guessed it exactly. Stripped I weighed 142 pounds,
and that is still my weight. I whispered to Mr. Johnson:
"How is it
possible that Edison could guess my weight so closely?"
"Well," he
said, lowering his voice.
"I will tell you confidentially, but you
must not say anything. He was employed for a long time in a Chicago
slaughter- house where he weighed thousands of hogs every day.
That's why."
My friend, the Hon. Chauncey M. Dupew, tells of an Englishman on
whom he sprung one of his original anecdotes and who listened with a
puzzled expression, but a year later, laughed out loud. I will
frankly confess it took me longer than that to appreciate Johnson's
joke. Now, my well-being is simply the result of a careful and
measured mode of living and perhaps the most astonishing thing is
that three times in my youth I was rendered by illness a hopeless
physical wreck and given up by physicians. MORE than this, through
ignorance and lightheartedness, I got into all sorts of
difficulties, dangers and scrapes from which I extricated myself as
by enchantment. I was almost drowned, entombed, lost and frozen. I
had hairbreadth escapes from mad dogs, hogs, and other wild animals.
I passed through dreadful diseases and met with all kinds of odd
mishaps and that I am whole and hearty today seems like a miracle.
But as I recall these incidents to my mind I feel convinced that my
preservation was not altogether accidental, but was indeed the work
of divine power. An inventor's endeavor is essentially life saving.
Whether he harnesses forces, improves devices, or provides new
comforts and conveniences, he is adding to the safety of our
existence. He is also better qualified than the average individual
to protect himself in peril, for he is observant and resourceful. If
I had no other evidence that I was, in a measure, possessed of such
qualities, I would find it in these personal experiences. The reader
will be able to judge for himself if I mention one or two instances.
On one occasion, when about fourteen years old, I wanted to scare
some friends who were bathing with me. My plan was to dive under a
long floating structure and slip out quietly at the other end.
Swimming and diving came to me as naturally as to a duck and I was
confident that I could perform the feat. Accordingly I plunged into
the water and, when out of view, turned around and proceeded rapidly
towards the opposite side. Thinking that I was safely beyond the
structure, I rose to the surface but to my dismay struck a beam. Of
course, I quickly dived and forged ahead with rapid strokes until my
breath was beginning to give out. Rising for the second time, my
head came again in contact with a beam. Now I was becoming
desperate. However, summoning all my energy, I made a third frantic
attempt but the result was the same. The torture of suppressed
breathing was getting unendurable, my brain was reeling and I felt
myself sinking. At that moment, when my situation seemed absolutely
hopeless, I experienced one of those flashes of light and the
structure above me appeared before my vision.
I either discerned or
guessed that there was a little space between the surface of the
water and the boards resting on the beams and, with consciousness
nearly gone, I floated up, pressed my mouth close to the planks and
managed to inhale a little air, unfortunately mingled with a spray
of water which nearly choked me. Several times I repeated this
procedure as in a dream until my heart, which was racing at a
terrible rate, quieted down, and I gained composure. After that I
made a number of unsuccessful dives, having completely lost the
sense of direction, but finally succeeded in getting out of the trap
when my friends had already given me up and were fishing for my
body. That bathing season was spoiled for me through recklessness
but I soon forgot the lesson and only two years later I fell into a
worse predicament.
There was a large flour mill with a dam across the river near the
city where I was studying at the time. As a rule the height of the
water was only two or three inches above the dam and to swim to it
was a sport not very dangerous in which I often indulged. One day I
went alone to the river to enjoy myself as usual. When I was a short
distance from the masonry, however, I was horrified to observe that
the water had risen and was carrying me along swiftly. I tried to
get away but it was too late. Luckily, though, I saved myself from
being swept over by taking hold of the wall with both hands. The
pressure against my chest was great and I was barely able to keep my
head above the surface.
Not a soul was in sight and my voice was
lost in the roar of the fall. Slowly and gradually I became
exhausted and unable to withstand the strain longer. Just as I was
about to let go, to be dashed against the rocks below, I saw in a
flash of light a familiar diagram illustrating the hydraulic
principle that the pressure of a fluid in motion is proportionate to
the area exposed and automatically I turned on my left side. As if
by magic, the pressure was reduced and I found it comparatively easy
in that position to resist the force of the stream. But the danger
still confronted me. I knew that sooner or later I would be carried
down, as it was not possible for any help to reach me in time, even
if I had attracted attention. I am ambidextrous now, but then I was
left-handed and had comparatively little strength in my right arm.
For this reason I did not dare to turn on the other side to rest and
nothing remained but to slowly push my body along the dam. I had to
get away from the mill towards which my face was turned, as the
current there was much swifter and deeper. It was a long and painful
ordeal and I came near to failing at its very end, for I was
confronted with a depression in the masonry. I managed to get over
with the last ounce of my strength and fell in a swoon when I
reached the bank, where I was found. I had torn virtually all the
skin from my left side and it took several weeks before the fever
had subsided and I was well. These are only two of many instanced,
but they may be sufficient to show that had it not been for the
inventor's instinct, I would not have lived to tell the tale.
Interested people have often asked me how and when I began to
invent. This I can only answer from my present recollection in the
light of which, the first attempt I recall was rather ambitious for
it involved the invention of an apparatus and a method. In the
former I was anticipated, but the later was original. It happened in
this way. One of my playmates had come into the possession of a hook
and fishing tackle which created quite an excitement in the village,
and the next morning all started out to catch frogs. I was left
alone and deserted owing to a quarrel with this boy. I had never
seen a real hook and pictured it as something wonderful, endowed
with peculiar qualities, and was despairing not to be one of the
party.
Urged by necessity, I somehow got hold of a piece of soft
iron wire, hammered the end to a sharp point between two stones,
bent it into shape, and fastened it to a strong string. I then cut a
rod, gathered some bait, and went down to the brook where there were
frogs in abundance. But I could not catch any and was almost
discouraged when it occurred to me dangle the empty hook in front of
a frog sitting on a stump. At first he collapsed but by and by his
eyes bulged out and became bloodshot, he swelled to twice his normal
size and made a vicious snap at the hook. Immediately I pulled him
up. I tried the same thing again and again and the method proved
infallible. When my comrades, who in spite of their fine outfit had
caught nothing, came to me, they were green with envy. For a long
time I kept my secret and enjoyed the monopoly but finally yielded
to the spirit of Christmas. Every boy could then do the same and the
following summer brought disaster to the frogs.
In my next attempt, I seem to have acted under the first instinctive
impulse which later dominated me, -- to harness the energies of
nature to the service of man. I did this through the medium of May
bugs, or June bugs as they are called in America, which were a
veritable pest in that country and sometimes broke the branches of
trees by the sheer weight of their bodies. The bushes were black
with them. I would attach as many as four of them to a crosspiece,
rotably arranged on a thin spindle, and transmit the motion of the
same to a large disc and so derive considerable 'power.' These
creatures were remarkably efficient, for once they were started,
they had no sense to stop and continued whirling for hours and hours
and the hotter it was, the harder they worked. All went well until a
strange boy came to the place. He was the son of a retired officer
in the Austrian army. That urchin ate Maybugs alive and enjoyed them
as though they were the finest blue-point oysters. That disgusting
sight terminated my endeavors in this promising field and I have
never since been able to touch a Maybug or any other insect for that
matter.
After that, I believe, I undertook to take apart and assemble the
clocks of my grandfather. In the former operation I was always
successful, but often failed in the latter. So it came that he
brought my work to a sudden halt in a manner not too delicate and it
took thirty years before I tackled another clockwork again.
Shortly thereafter, I went into the manufacture of a kind of popgun
which comprised a hollow tube, a piston, and two plugs of hemp. When
firing the gun, the piston was pressed against the stomach and the
tube was pushed back quickly with both hands. The air between the
plugs was compressed and raised to a high temperature and one of
them was expelled with a loud report. The art consisted in selecting
a tube of the proper taper from the hollow stalks which were found
in our garden. I did very well with that gun, but my activities
interfered with the window panes in our house and met with painful
discouragement.
If I remember rightly, I then took to carving swords from pieces of
furniture which I could conveniently obtain. At that time I was
under the sway of the Serbian national poetry and full of admiration
for the feats of the heroes. I used to spend hours in mowing down my
enemies in the form of cornstalks which ruined the crops and netted
me several spankings from my mother. Moreover, these were not of the
formal kind but the genuine article. I had all this and more behind
me before I was six years old and had passed through one year of
elementary school in the village of Smiljan where my family lived.
At this juncture we moved to the little city of Gospic nearby.
This
change of residence was like a calamity to me. It almost broke my
heart to part from our pigeons, chickens and sheep, and our
magnificent flock of geese which used to rise to the clouds in the
morning and return from the feeding grounds at sundown in battle
formation, so perfect that it would have put a squadron of the best
aviators of the present day to shame. In our new house I was but a
prisoner, watching the strange people I saw through my window
blinds. My bashfulness was such that I would rather have faced a
roaring lion than one of the city dudes who strolled about. But my
hardest trial came on Sunday when I had to dress up and attend the
service. There I met with an accident, the mere thought of which
made my blood curdle like sour milk for years afterwards. It was my
second adventure in a church. Not long before, I was entombed for a
night in an old chapel on an inaccessible mountain which was visited
only once a year. It was an awful experience, but this one was
worse.
There was a wealthy lady in town, a good but pompous woman, who used
to come to the church gorgeously painted up and attired with an
enormous train and attendants. One Sunday I had just finished
ringing the bell in the belfry and rushed downstairs, when this
grand dame was sweeping out and I jumped on her train. It tore off
with a ripping noise which sounded like a salvo of musketry fired by
raw recruits. My father was livid with rage. He gave me a gentle
slap on the cheek, the only corporal punishment he ever administered
to me, but I almost feel it now. The embarrassment and confusion
that followed are indescribably. I was practically ostracized until
something else happened which redeemed me in the estimation of the
community.
An enterprising young merchant had organized a fire department. A
new fire engine was purchased, uniforms provided and the men drilled
for service and parade. The engine was beautifully painted red and
black. One afternoon, the official trial was prepared for and the
machine was transported to the river. The entire population turned
out to witness the great spectacle. When all the speeches and
ceremonies were concluded, the command was given to pump, but not a
drop of water came from the nozzle. The professors and experts tried
in vain to locate the trouble. The fizzle was complete when I
arrived at the scene. My knowledge of the mechanism was nil and I
knew next to nothing of air pressure, but instinctively I felt for
the suction hose in the water and found that it had collapsed. When
I waded in the river and opened it up, the water rushed forth and
not a few Sunday clothes were spoiled. Archimedes running naked
through the streets of Syracuse and shouting Eureka at the top of
his voice did not make a greater impression than myself. I was
carried on the shoulders and was hero of the day.
Upon settling in the city I began a four years course in the
so-called Normal School preparatory to my studies at the College or
Real-Gymnasium. During this period my boyish efforts and exploits as
well as troubles, continued. Among other things, I attained the
unique distinction of champion crow catcher in the country. My
method of procedure was extremely simple. I would go into the
forest, hide in the bushes, and imitate the call of the birds.
Usually I would get several answers and in a short while a crow
would flutter down into the shrubbery near me.
After that, all I
needed to do was to throw a piece of cardboard to detract its
attention, jump up and grab it before it could extricate itself from
the undergrowth. In this way I would capture as many as I desired.
But on one occasion something occurred which made me respect them. I
had caught a fine pair of birds and was returning home with a
friend. When we left the forest, thousands of crows had gathered
making a frightful racket. In a few minutes they rose in pursuit and
soon enveloped us. The fun lasted until all of a sudden I received a
blow on the back of my head which knocked me down. Then they
attacked me viciously. I was compelled to release the two birds and
was glad to join my friend who had taken refuge in a cave.
In the school room there were a few mechanical models which
interested me and turned my attention to water turbines. I
constructed many of these and found great pleasure in operating
them. How extraordinary was my life an incident may illustrate. My
uncle had no use for this kind of pastime and more than once rebuked
me. I was fascinated by a description of Niagara Falls I had
perused, and pictured in my imagination a big wheel run by the
falls. I told my uncle that I would go to America and carry out this
scheme. Thirty years later I was my ideas carried out at Niagara and
marveled at the unfathomable mystery of the mind.
I made all kinds
of other contrivances and contraptions but among those, the
arbalests I produced were the best. My arrows, when short,
disappeared from sight and at close range traversed a plank of pine
one inch thick. Through the continuous tightening of the bows I
developed a skin on my stomach much like that of a crocodile and I
am often wondering whether it is due to this exercise that I am able
even now to digest cobblestones! Nor can I pass in silence my
performances with the sling which would have enabled me to give a
stunning exhibit at the Hippodrome. And now I will tell of one of my
feats with this unique implement of war which will strain to the
utmost the credulity of the reader.
I was practicing while walking with my uncle along the river. The
sun was setting, the trout were playful and from time to time one
would shoot up into the air, its glistening body sharply defined
against a projecting rock beyond. Of course any boy might have hit a
fish under these propitious conditions but I undertook a much more
difficult task and I foretold to my uncle, to the minutest detail,
what I intended doing. I was to hurl a stone to meet the fish, press
its body against the rock, and cut it in two. It was no sooner said
than done. My uncle looked at me almost scared out of his wits and
exclaimed "Vade retra Satanae!" and it was a few days before he
spoke to me again. Other records, however great, will be eclipsed
but I feel that I could peacefully rest on my laurels for a thousand
years.
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3—The Rotary Magnetic Field
At the age of ten I entered the Real gymnasium which was a new and
fairly well equipped institution. In the department of physics were
various models of classical scientific apparatus, electrical and
mechanical. The demonstrations and experiments performed from time
to time by the instructors fascinated me and were undoubtedly a
powerful incentive to invention. I was also passionately fond of
mathematical studies and often won the professor's praise for rapid
calculation. This was due to my acquired facility of visualizing the
figures and performing the operation, not in the usual intuitive
manner, but as in actual life.
Up to a certain degree of complexity
it was absolutely the same to me whether I wrote the symbols on the
board or conjured them before my mental vision. But freehand
drawing, to which many hours of the course were devoted, was an
annoyance I could not endure. This was rather remarkable as most of
the members of the family excelled in it. Perhaps my aversion was
simply due to the predilection I found in undisturbed thought. Had
it not been for a few exceptionally stupid boys, who could not do
anything at all, my record would have been the worst.
It was a serious handicap as under the then existing educational
regime drawing being obligatory, this deficiency threatened to spoil
my whole career and my father had considerable trouble in
railroading me from one class to another. In the second year at that
institution I became obsessed with the idea of producing continuous
motion through steady air pressure. The pump incident, of which I
have been told, had set afire my youthful imagination and impressed
me with the boundless possibilities of a vacuum. I grew frantic in
my desire to harness this inexhaustible energy but for a long time I
was groping in the dark.
Finally, however, my endeavors crystallized
in an invention which was to enable me to achieve what no other
mortal ever attempted. Imagine a cylinder freely rotatable on two
bearings and partly surrounded by a rectangular trough which fits it
perfectly. The open side of the trough is enclosed by a partition so
that the cylindrical segment within the enclosure divides the latter
into two compartments entirely separated from each other by airtight
sliding joints. One of these compartments being sealed and once for
all exhausted, the other remaining open, a perpetual rotation of the
cylinder would result. At least, so I thought.
A wooden model was constructed and fitted with infinite care and
when I applied the pump on one side and actual observed that there
was a tendency to turning, I was delirious with joy. Mechanical
flight was the one thing I wanted to accomplish although still under
the discouraging recollection of a bad fall I sustained by jumping
with an umbrella from the top of a building. Every day I used to
transport myself through the air to distant regions but could not
understand just how I managed to do it. Now I had something
concrete, a flying machine with nothing more than a rotating shaft,
flapping wings, and; - a vacuum of unlimited power!
From that time
on I made my daily aerial excursions in a vehicle of comfort and
luxury as might have befitted King Solomon. It took years before I
understood that the atmospheric pressure acted at right angles to
the surface of the cylinder and that the slight rotary effort I
observed was due to a leak! Though this knowledge came gradually it
gave me a painful shock. I had hardly completed my course at the
Real Gymnasium when I was prostrated with a dangerous illness or
rather, a score of them, and my condition became so desperate that I
was given up by physicians. During this period I was permitted to
read constantly, obtaining books from the Public Library which had
been neglected and entrusted to me for classification of the works
and preparation of catalogues.
One day I was handed a few volumes of new literature unlike anything
I had ever read before and so captivating as to make me utterly
forget me hopeless state. They were the earlier works of Mark Twain
and to them might have been due the miraculous recovery which
followed. Twenty-five years later, when I met Mr. Clemens and we
formed a friendship between us, I told him of the experience and was
amazed to see that great man of laughter burst into tears... My
studies were continued at the higher Real Gymnasium in Carlstadt,
Croatia, where one of my aunts resided. She was a distinguished
lady, the wife of a Colonel who was an old war-horse having
participated in many battles, I can never forget the three years I
passed at their home. No fortress in time of war was under a more
rigid discipline. I was fed like a canary bird.
All the meals were
of the highest quality and deliciously prepared, but short in
quantity by a thousand percent. The slices of ham cut by my aunt
were like tissue paper. When the Colonel would put something
substantial on my plate she would snatch it away and say excitedly
to him; "Be careful. Niko is very delicate." I had a voracious
appetite and suffered like Tantalus. But I lived in an atmosphere of
refinement and artistic taste quite unusual for those times and
conditions. The land was low and marshy and malaria fever never left
me while there despite the enormous amounts of quinine I consumed.
Occasionally the river would rise and drive an army of rats into the
buildings, devouring everything, even to the bundles of fierce
paprika. These pests were to me a welcome diversion. I thinned their
ranks by all sorts of means, which won me the unenviable distinction
of rat-catcher in the community. At last, however, my course was
completed, the misery ended, and I obtained the certificate of
maturity which brought me to the crossroads.
During all those years my parents never wavered in their resolve to
make me embrace the clergy, the mere thought of which filled me with
dread. I had become intensely interested in electricity under the
stimulating influence of my Professor of Physics, who was an
ingenious man and often demonstrated the principles by apparatus of
his own invention. Among these I recall a device in the shape of a
freely rotatable bulb, with tinfoil coating, which was made to spin
rapidly when connected to a static machine. It is impossible for me
to convey an adequate idea of the intensity of feeling I experienced
in witnessing his exhibitions of these mysterious phenomena. Every
impression produced a thousand echoes in my mind. I wanted to know
more of this wonderful force; I longed for experiment and
investigation and resigned myself to the inevitable with aching
heart. Just as I was making ready for the long journey home I
received word that my father wished me to go on a shooting
expedition.
It was a strange request as he had been always
strenuously opposed to this kind of sport. But a few days later I
learned that the cholera was raging in that district and, taking
advantage of an opportunity, I returned to Gospic in disregard to my
parent's wishes. It is incredible how absolutely ignorant people
were as to the causes of this scourge which visited the country in
intervals of fifteen to twenty years. They thought that the deadly
agents were transmitted through the air and filled it with pungent
odors and smoke. In the meantime they drank infested water and died
in heaps. I contracted the dreadful disease on the very day of my
arrival and although surviving the crisis, I was confined to bed for
nine months with scarcely any ability to move. My energy was
completely exhausted and for the second time I found myself at
Death's door.
In one of the sinking spells which was thought to be the last, my
father rushed into the room. I still see his pallid face as he tried
to cheer me in tones belying his assurance.
"Perhaps," I said, "I
may get well if you will let me study engineering."
"You will go to
the best technical institution in the world," he solemnly replied,
and I knew that he meant it.
A heavy weight was lifted from my mind
but the relief would have come too late had it not been for a
marvelous cure brought through a bitter decoction of a peculiar
bean. I came to life like Lazarus to the utter amazement of
everybody. My father insisted that I spend a year in healthful
physical outdoor exercise to which I reluctantly consented. For most
of this term I roamed in the mountains, loaded with a hunter's
outfit and a bundle of books, and this contact with nature made me
stronger in body as well as in mind. I thought and planned, and
conceived many ideas almost as a rule delusive. The vision was clear
enough but the knowledge of principles was very limited.
In one of my invention I proposed to convey letters and packages
across the seas, through a submarine tube, in spherical containers
of sufficient strength to resist the hydraulic pressure. The pumping
plant, intended to force the water through the tube, was accurately
figured and designed and all other particulars carefully worked out.
Only one trifling detail, of no consequence, was lightly dismissed.
I assumed an arbitrary velocity of the water and, what is more, took
pleasure in making it high, thus arriving at a stupendous
performance supported by faultless calculations. Subsequent
reflections, however, on the resistance of pipes to fluid flow
induced me to make this invention public property.
Another one of my projects was to construct a ring around the
equator which would, of course, float freely and could be arrested
in its spinning motion by reactionary forces, thus enabling travel
at a rate of about one thousand miles an hour, impracticable by
rail. The reader will smile. The plan was difficult of execution, I
will admit, but not nearly so bad as that of a well known New York
professor, who wanted to pump the air from the torrid to temperate
zones, entirely forgetful of the fact that the Lord had provided a
gigantic machine for this purpose.
Still another scheme, far more important and attractive, was to
derive power from the rotational energy of terrestrial bodies. I had
discovered that objects on the earth's surface owing to the diurnal
rotation of the globe are carried by the same alternately in and
against the direction of translatory movement. From this results a
great change in momentum which could be utilized in the simplest
imaginable manner to furnish motive effort in any habitable region
of the world. I cannot find words to describe my disappointment when
later I realized that I was in the predicament of Archimedes, who
vainly sought for a fixed point in the universe.
At the termination
of my vacation I was sent to the Poly-Technic School in Gratz,
Styria (Austria), which my father had chosen as one of the oldest
and best reputed institutions. That was the moment I had eagerly
awaited and I began my studies under good auspices and firmly
resolved to succeed. My previous training was above average, due to
my father's teaching and opportunities afforded. I had acquired the
knowledge of a number of languages and waded through the books of
several libraries, picking up information more or less useful. Then
again, for the first time, I could choose my subjects as I liked,
and free-hand drawing was to bother me no more.
I had made up my mind to give my parents a surprise, and during the
whole first year I regularly started my work at three o'clock in the
morning and continued until eleven at night, no Sundays or holidays
excepted. As most of my fellow-students took things easily,
naturally I eclipsed all records. In the course of the year I passed
through nine exams and the professors thought I deserved more than
the highest qualifications. Armed with their flattering certificate,
I went home for a short rest, expecting triumph, and was mortified
when my father made light of these hard-won honors. That almost
killed my ambition; but later, after he had died, I was pained to
find a package of letters which the professors had written to him to
the effect that unless he took me away from the Institution I would
be killed through overwork.
Thereafter I devoted myself chiefly to
physics, mechanics and mathematical studies, spending the hours of
leisure in the libraries. I had a veritable mania for finishing
whatever I began, which often got me into difficulties. On one
occasion I started to read the works of Voltaire, when I learned, to
my dismay that there were close to one hundred large volumes in
small print which that monster had written while drinking
seventy-two cups of black coffee per diem. It had to be done, but
when I laid aside that last book I was very glad, and said, "Never
more!"
My first year's showing had won me the appreciation and friendship
of several professors. Among these, Professor Rogner, who was
teaching arithmetical subjects and geometry; Professor Poeschl, who
held the chair of theoretical and experimental physics, and Dr. Alle,
who taught integral calculus and specialized in differential
equations. This scientist was the most brilliant lecturer to whom I
ever listened.
He took a special interest in my progress and would
frequently remain for an hour or two in the lecture room, giving me
problems to solve, in which I delighted. To him I explained a flying
machine I had conceived, not an illusory invention, but one based on
sound, scientific principles, which has become realizable through my
turbine and will soon be given to the world. Both Professors Rogner
and Poeschl were curious men. The former had peculiar ways of
expressing himself and whenever he did so, there was a riot,
followed by a long embarrassing pause. Professor Poeschl was a
methodical and thoroughly grounded German. He had enormous feet, and
hands like the paws of a bear, but all of his experiments were
skillfully performed with clock-like precision and without a miss.
It was in the second year of my studies that we received a Gramoe
Dyname from Paris, having the horseshoe form of a laminated field
magnet, and a wire wound armature with a commutator. It was
connected up and various effects of the currents were shown.
While
Professor Poeschl was making demonstrations, running the machine was
a motor, the brushes gave trouble, sparking badly, and I observed
that it might be possible to operate a motor without these
appliances. But he declared that it could not be done and did me the
honor of delivering a lecture on the subject, at the conclusion he
remarked, Mr. Tesla may accomplish great things, but he certainly
will never do this. It would be equivalent to converting a steadily
pulling force, like that of gravity into a rotary effort. It is a
perpetual motion scheme, an impossible idea. But instinct is
something which transcends knowledge. We have, undoubtedly, certain
finer fibbers that enable us to perceive truths when logical
deduction, or any other willful effort of the brain, is futile.
For a time I wavered, impressed by the professor's authority, but
soon became convinced I was right and undertook the task with all
the fire and boundless confidence of my youth. I started by first
picturing in my mind a direct-current machine, running it and
following the changing flow of the currents in the armature. Then I
would imagine an alternator and investigate the progresses taking
place in a similar manner. Next I would visualize systems comprising
motors and generators and operate them in various ways. The images I
saw were to me perfectly real and tangible.
All my remaining term in Gratz was passed in intense but fruitless efforts of this kind, and
I almost came to the conclusion that the problem was insolvable. In
1880 I went to Prague, Bohemia, carrying out my father's wish to
complete my education at the University there. It was in that city
that I made a decided advance, which consisted in detaching the
commutator from the machine and studying the phenomena in this new
aspect, but still without result. In the year following there was a
sudden change in my views of life.
I realized that my parents had been making too great sacrifices on
my account and resolved to relieve them of the burden. The wave of
the American telephone had just reached the European continent and
the system was to be installed in Budapest, Hungary. It appeared an
ideal opportunity, all the more as a friend of our family was at the
head of the enterprise. It was here that I suffered the complete
breakdown of the nerves to which I have referred. What I experienced
during the period of the illness surpasses all belief. My sight and
hearing were always extraordinary. I could clearly discern objects
in the distance when others saw no trace of them.
Several times in
my boyhood I saved the houses of our neighbors from fire by hearing
the faint crackling sounds which did not disturb their sleep, and
calling for help. In 1899, when I was past forty and carrying on my
experiments in Colorado, I could hear very distinctly thunderclaps
at a distance of 550 miles. My ear was thus over thirteen times more
sensitive, yet at that time I was, so to speak, stone deaf in
comparison with the acuteness of my hearing while under the nervous
strain.
In Budapest I could hear the ticking of a watch with three rooms
between me and the timepiece. A fly alighting on a table in the room
would cause a dull thud in my ear. A carriage passing at a distance
of a few miles fairly shook my whole body. The whistle of a
locomotive twenty or thirty miles away made the bench or chair on
which I sat, vibrate so strongly that the pain was unbearable. The
ground under my feet trembled continuously. I had to support my bed
on rubber cushions to get any rest at all. The roaring noises from
near and far often produced the effect of spoken words which would
have frightened me had I not been able to resolve them into their
accumulated components.
The sun rays, when periodically intercepted,
would cause blows of such force on my brain that they would stun me.
I had to summon all my will power to pass under a bridge or other
structure, as I experienced the crushing pressure on the skull. In
the dark I had the sense of a bat, and could detect the presence of
an object at a distance of twelve feet by a peculiar creepy
sensation on the forehead. My pulse varied from a few to two hundred
and sixty beats and all the tissues of my body with twitchings and
tremors, which was perhaps hardest to bear. A renowned physician who
have me daily large doses of Bromide of Potassium, pronounced my
malady unique and incurable.
It is my eternal regret that I was not under the observation of
experts in physiology and psychology at that time. I clung
desperately to life, but never expected to recover. Can anyone
believe that so hopeless a physical wreck could ever be transformed
into a man of astonishing strength and tenacity; able to work
thirty-eight years almost without a day's interruption, and find
himself still strong and fresh in body and mind? Such is my case.
A
powerful desire to live and to continue the work and the assistance
of a devoted friend, an athlete, accomplished the wonder. My health
returned and with it the vigor of mind in attacking the problem
again, I almost regretted that the struggle was soon to end. I had
so much energy to spare. When I understood the task, it was not with
a resolve such as men often make. With me it was a sacred vow, a
question of life and death. I knew that I would perish if I failed.
Now I felt that the battle was won. Back in the deep recesses of the
brain was the solution, but I could net yet give it outward
expression.
One afternoon, which is ever present in my recollection, I was
enjoying a walk with my friend in the City Park and reciting poetry.
At that age, I knew entire books by heart, word for word. One of
these was Goethe's "Faust." The sun was just setting and reminded me
of the glorious passage,
"Sie ruckt und weight, der Tag ist uberlebt,
Dort eilt sie hin und fordert neues Leben. Oh, da kein Flugel mich
vom Boden hebt Ihr nach und immer nach zu streben! Ein schsner Traum
indessen sie entweicht, Ach, au des Geistes Flygein wird so leicht
Kein korperlicher Flugel sich gesellen!"
As I uttered these
inspiring words the idea came like a flash of lightening and in an
instant the truth was revealed. I drew with a stick on the sand, the
diagram shown six years later in my address before the American
Institute of Electrical Engineers, and my companion understood them
perfectly. The images I saw were wonderfully sharp and clear and had
the solidity of metal and stone, so much so that I told him, "See my
motor here; watch me reverse it."
I cannot begin to describe my
emotions. Pygmalion seeing his statue come to life could not have
been more deeply moved. A thousand secrets of nature which I might
have stumbled upon accidentally, I would have given for that one
which I had wrested from her against all odds and at the peril of my
existence...
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